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2010-12-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

Recent photos of me...THat cute teddy is xmas present that mum and me bought for bro..And he love it so much..And i love it too i wanna have 1 also...Xmas is reaching soon will someone gave me surprise on that day??Ive got work also..i hope 2010 end faster..hahaha..and i wanna get my pay pay..i wanna go enjoy...and my health is quite serious very bad gasrtic..now i seriously cannot consume noodles or solid food..Only porridge or rice with alot of soup and ive to swallow very slowly..or else it will stuck there unable to digest giving me all e pain even if i take medicine..i really have to be super careful now..i really dont wanna get gastric again..

2010-11-06T01:04:00.003+08:00

Recent photos taken at work and Halloween night at St James with friends and Esther mei..
Well im feeling so tired now and i wanna slp soon after this post..Hmm i had 3 annual leaves to clear and today is e last day..Shall report to work tml and its Saturday..I shall dress up pretty to work as usual..LOL...Hmm recent newspaper articles had shocked me seriously..Sigh i didnt know why it happened..Anw i cant do anything its out of my control...I just wish Singapore dont go back to e sixties or seventies..OOr i wont be able to live proper i think..And i wanted a new camera its a DSLR...Shit big cost again..Every month not enough money always..Never enough spending...Well okay its time for me to sleep...
Good Night peeps..:))))

2010-10-19T14:08:00.002+08:00

Finally Ion Roadshow has ended..Its a very tiring and hectic week..Everyone of us are very tired of all the full shifts,stupid customers,very bad sales at times,look at others having good sales,hit target,and still hav to face stupid people inside the MRT...Well its all gonna end soon...All of us are half sick already..Im down with a very bad flu for a week not recovering and then a bad sorethroat..And my knees are bruised also...But im so happy becos im off today and im gonna have 2 days of annual leave every 2 days from tml onwards and i will be meeting Esther mei soon..I just hope my sorethroat will be gone by tml pls...I shouldnt eat so much chocolates la....okay i shall uploads photos of myself soon...

2010-10-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

im on off day tomorrow..and dental appointment..hahaha..for adjustment and tightening..OMG..And ive received shocking news which shock all out lifes out like maddness..I almost wanna faint when i knew it...ive really got nothing to say but to stay away from it..And went sentosa with esther mei zhong sheng and gang...photos uploaded...Enjoy...

2010-09-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

Life with braces..Its not fun at all..Currently im having e most irritating CRAMPS..ITs coming soon la...Hate it la..No come also cannot...Hmm pay in fast and i can have money in my pocket..And its also abt time for dental appointment again for tightening..And its gonna be real painful..Now e metal wont rub on my lips or cheeks as ive put wax on e metal..My collegues and frens said my voice had changed a little..ya true enough as i talked funny and some how weird..hahaha..but sweeter in a way..and i just love my smiles now..with e braces..hahaha...

2010-09-21T16:13:00.003+08:00

im back with PINK BRACES...Hahahha..Just nw not pain but now i can feel the damn fuck tightness..i can feel that my teeth is moving...i just close my mouth and shut up..hahaha..cannot eat all e hard food..as usual lor soup,porridge..and thank you for all my work collegues at ion for giving me a big support and sms me whenever i visit the dental..And my daddy and mummy of cos for fetching me home everytime after treatment and thanks dad for cooking herbal soup for me...If nt for my family and work fren i dont think im able to endure all e sufferings..And 2 guys who made me laugh everytime before treatment..i really appreciate...i will post pictures up soon..hahaha..And i shall enjoy the process...

2010-09-06T16:33:00.002+08:00

Went to dental for extraction today..Remove 2 on the right hand side for upper and lower teeth..Wah its damn fucking painful..The pain last for like 3 hrs until slowly not so pain but now is still quite painful..Talk also have difficulty..How when put on braces more jialat..Pain until i can cry like maddness..And sat i will have to go and remove another 2 more on e left side also one upper and one lower thn put on braces..But now e doctor already put in separators on the inner of the teeth for both left and right sides...Lost alot of blood,,When the numbness subsides i can feel the pain more and more extreme..I just lie down watch my tv relax drink ice water then endure until now...But it is also still painful la cos extract 2 mah...Woah have to pay a big price for being pretty lei...Now already cannot eat hard things..Can only eat porridge or drink water lor..

2010-08-29T19:05:00.002+08:00

Went to dental today..
Decided to have braces..And i will pay everything all by myself..The cost is $3800 exclude extraction of teeth and x-ray..:))
And so this week i will be doing x-ray at paragon and after x-ray..6th sept monday i will go for extration already..Doctor said i need to extract 4 teeth..So 2 by 2..Oh my u have to pay for a big price to be pretty...But it is all worth it also...And thn after extraction tadah put on the braces and drink water everyday..Hahahaha..Seriously im quite afraid also when putting on e braces...Extraction im not scared as feb this yr i just went for wisdom tooth operation and extraction of wisdom upper tooth already...Im just scared of the tightening of the braces...Well shall not think abt it just hope faster put on thn okay liao...Cannot anyhow spend also as need to pay for braces treatment every month..And i will feel ive work hard and i spend on the right thing also..Things are find currently..Seldom use laptop as bro's desktop is faulty so he used mine and me i use iphone then...r/s i dont wanna say much for the current..just like that...nothing changes..maybe we shld focus more on other things 1st...

2010-08-17T21:45:00.002+08:00

Bad news to listen?Good news to listen?
Well bad news first..Today first time in my life i OVERSLEPT..Late for work in the MORNING for AN HOUR...Bloody shit to the maximum..I was helpless i was so stressed and so depressed..Although there is nothing wrong to be late..Everyone will be late..But im at ORCHARD ION..If im late the shopping mall will sue our company..Im so scared so afraid...Luckily serina didnt scold me she just asked me for a reason for walking up so late..Time to report for work was 9.50 am..And i woke up at 10.15 am...I reached ion at 10.43..DAMN SHIT..These few days i didnt sleep well and ytd i slept and its like dropped into a dreamland not able to wake up and i woke up with SHOCK looking at my clock...Im really thankful for my supervisor she helped me to open the shop and i was so lucky this time..I promise i will work even harder...Maybe too much stress le bah these days..Always cannot slp..Thn worry for bf also..Sigh he gives me a problem also..Dont wanna say so much..500 days is 500 days..I just cant change the fate and i can only accept the fact..I promised him to takecare of myself..I told him not to be sick but i fall sick..I told him not to be stress up but i was the one who gives myself so stress..When he needs me im always there to cheer him up..Luckily today when i told him i was depressed he calm me down with those simple simple words but i appreciate it alot..And i promised to takecare of myself to have better sleep...When is baby gonna call me i always wonder??
Good news now is my BROTHER had IPHONE 4..And me i had his IPHONE 3GS..HAhaha finally i can use back iphone..Was so happppy...Thankful for mummy and daddy...And so this is just the good news nothing much also....

2010-08-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

Oh ya the day be4 i couldnt slp..i was so pissed..why couldnt i slp and always..I envy those who lie onto the bed and thn deep slp...sigh..sometimes need to eat sleeping pills also thn can slp..but now i will nt eat rely too much is a bad thing..And i met him im so happy..well everything shld take slow..over too rush wont make out any thing..so both of us had our own freedom at the same time we had 1 another..whenever he feel stressed or unhappy i will always be there for him as usual..Although i said i didnt mind but actually deep down in my heart i also will mind but its okay..Baby boy you are forgiven...:))I just hope i wish we had more time to accompany 1 another..Its like a test for the both of us..Preparing something special for his bdae..Thats all for now..Rest tomorrow..

2010-08-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

6 August is a special day..Its a day between me and him..Finally ive got an answer frm him..I was so happy to know e answer..I always thought he was joking but ive got a firm and serious answer..I know its not an easy path but well i promise to cheer him up whenever he is down..Life in nsf is really a not easy path..i just wish my encouragements will be useful to him..Dont wan him to be so stress up...Its been since a long time i last had a bf..Now i had one i felt weird..I just hope we will be together happily ever after..

2010-08-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

These days are still so tired at work...I wish my off days can come earlier and i can rest..And my shop had 3 Aug bdae babies..Oh well we have finished all e planning of wad to buy and its time for me to go and collect money frm e rest...Hahahas..Today had almost 50 of cartons of stocks work until my head is like quite pain and giddy somehow..I need plenty of rest la..And he seems to be in bad mood i dont knw wad i can do now also..I just wanna say u r nt alone all of us are here..no matter wad nv be sad or bad mood..dont let it affect yourself..And e channel 8 9pm show NO LIMITS had ended already..oh e last epi is just so sweet and touching..Wang Yu Le e cellist and You Yong Xin the swimmer..Indeed a nice show which captured my eyes that i catch e drama daily..Since a few months back i last watched channel 8 dramas..And today i bought a h2o body scrub its fabulous la..the scent and texture everything..hahhaa..and i did enjoyed my shower happily of course..

2010-07-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

Yippy i bought my fav PRADA wallet...i know i shld nt spend but thn well okay..pls dont nag or scold me....Hmm tml is e anniversary sale of ION outlet and its gonna be my first time experiencing it..ITs gonna be crazy and mad sales..And all e office ppl are coming down all e long hours of work again in e tiny shop..And its gonna be like roadshow..OH well its different..But i can get good money so yes strive for it...Hahahha..TOday tricia and me went to LV and e guys inside are like so polite..Shocked the both of us..We went in with our work uniform and they knew we wont buy she only go and kpo but well u nv know we might buy..Hahahahas..they are just being nice la to e customers..Thanks boys...hahhaa Guys e right way of saying them...Had a splendid 1st time in LV store...I will save and buy a LV..Hahahha..Well i shld stop in e world of branded stuffs...just 1 or 2 its alright..Oh boy i miss u..Cheers..

2010-07-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm...Everday working for life for sure..No work No Life...No work EQUALS to NO $$$...Ive so so many things to buy..Is there anyone who wants to go shopping with me??And see how i spend my money 'wisely''??Hahahaha...Oh well sometimes i see food i felt like puking..Whats e hell wrong with me?But of cos i still eat or i would be weak..And recently i had nose bleed...Whats happening...Oh well no worries people im still fine mind and body is still working properly..Maybe becos of e weather or i ate too much of e fried food..These few days are like fishball soup noodles for dinner..Hope later i wont get nose bleed again...Nose bleed if u see on tv always leads to leukemia..Well i dont wish to have that and die early...God bless me..Hahaha...How's life as usual nothing changes of cos..I just knew that never put high hopes on anything as it wont turn out as what u wanted..I chose to believe...And im gonna be broke already la...Pay come faster plsss....

2010-07-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

Finally adapted e working life and pace at Ion..Enjoyed there as it kept me busy everytime..And sales there is also very good and i would be happy to see my pay every end of the month..Finally Worldcup had over and e paul octopus predicted it right...Anw spain won but i lost...Hahahas its always like that...Its okay last bet anw...Now is July already so fast time had past..Was wondering wad memorable thing i did frm Jan till now...I couldnt thought of anything in my mind..I think e most memorable thing is to watched Worldcup with dad and was so close with dad for the month of WC...Dad bdae is reaching soon on AUG dont know what to buy for him...THis month didnt went clubbing was gd though...He is still busy always...Its okay anyway i understand..Shall nt talk so much abt him now...Put him aside...I had 3 collegues whom birthday falls on e same week of AUG..Gosh gonna plan liao...Tomorrow's on off day shall rest go for wax and walk...

2010-07-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

Im back to bet on WC..Ytd i bet on Germany and i won..Tonight is e finals..Its Spain and the Hollands..Well frankly speaking its a risky match to bet but i bet Spain..I just hope David Villa do us proud and strikes the Goals..I was attacked by my ironic FLU again today..Pop 2 panadols and just now a zrytec..Kill e germs pls medicine..Im going to see e doctor to operate my nose soon la..I cant take it anymore..Every week like this is killing me..Nose getting pimples always and swollen and puffy eyes also...Well im not watching e Last match later..I just dont want to stress on Wc..Just sleep and see e score is better...But its e last match shld watch if not gotta wait 4 yrs later...But i cannot accept e fact if Spain lost...

2010-07-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm here to blog today as was so bored so ive decided to write my journals..Hahahas..He is so busy on duty 24hr of job today for him...So busy that he didnt send an sms to me..Its okay anyway as he did called me last night to let me know that he will be busy wont be able to call me that often..Same old naggy words again from his mouth..Well sometimes i felt its also good like this at least we cherish e times we had which its so so little..Although we are not together yet but at least we gave both ourselves freedom and trust is so important..Sometimes i might be thinking if he is lying to me but back to myself im more confident that he wont..I do keep to my words by not lying to him also..When i was working like hectic so tired and miserable he accompanied me..And he is the only one who is true to me and not cheating my feelings..Shld i be happy?But we dont have alot of time as i know its going to be a tough journey again..But since we had e fate im willing to give it a try and cherish it...I hope he share the thinking as mine..And i told him that i would give him all e freedom that he want and i did not called him even once he always called me..He knew i was waiting..His bdae is coming soon on September and im like headache now..Asked what he want,he said he wants me to use my heart and think what i shld get for him...Well i say so much but i didnt say how we knew each other whats his name and blah blah blah..Well i shall write up on a post maybe when we are together then..And i will announced myself attached..Even all my best fren dont knew..Even my Esther mei also dont know..She is going to kill me...But mei i shall let u know when we are together bah process next time slowly then tell you..The situation now is..hmm i also dont know how to say..Everything slowly bah 1 by 1 step by step..we are not in e rush in being together also..Anw we knew each other for abt coming up to 1 month bah...Oh will he see e post?i hope not la...But follow e path then..Even if nt togther we can be good frens also....I dont feel like publishing this post la...How la???Thinking for a few min..Well just POST...

2010-07-08T18:27:00.002+08:00

Im wearing back my contact lenses for e sake of wearing to make my eyes look more beautiful..I must be crazy..Hahahas..Well finally rc roadshow has ended and finally e worst had ended..Working long hrs and only just half an hour for food..The hectic time was all over..Tml i will be back to ION again working non-stop like a crazy women..But i can earn like mad also and i would be happy every month when i got my payslip..Becos of roadshow was so tired weight loss also and mum bought BIRD NEST and i ate GINSENG CHICKEN also...Hahahhas..Was like too much of the tonic i supposed and ive got nose bleed and early period..LOLs...And today was on off after straight 10 days of work and i went to town for shopping..Was so happy finally destress..I would be more happy next month..Becos of e stuffs im gonna buy to pamper myself...hehehe..And well kind of good news to share i think i and him do stand a chance..Hope this time it would turn out well..Just by waiting his calls when i was already so tired late in e midnight just that 15mins talk is enough..Shall not ask too much..Im Hopping for his upgrade..Lol..He's gonna laugh when he sees this...

2010-07-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

Seriously i am just so tired..Mentally and physically Tired...I dont even have the energy and mood to watch my favorite Brazil already..And they lost well no mood to think of it anyway i didnt even bet for this match..Currently working at roadshow for 7 days at raffles city...Damn fucking tired to e maximum...And 2 days had past...And i had 3 full shift for e rs..And its like standing no resting and even after work i dont think MRT had seats for us to seat down also..Well its okay i wont die from standing...And im aiming for a PRADA wallet now so i shall hang on..And after e rs i will be back to ION hard life again...Well good life is over for me now is all e hard time left and xmas is also coming soon in abt like 3 months time...OMG time just fly so fast la...

2010-06-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

Seriously im feeling so so tired..Even ive got no energy to breathe already..Well at ion ive got great sales and im earning like crazy mad there but im sacrificing my body..Well maybe im not use to e environment there bah as when im at cp i relaxed for too long le so hope i can adapt soon and happily over there of cos..I wanna buy myself a PRADA wallet of cos..Im aiming for it..I wanna eat shark fin now..Dad can you cook for me???hahaha..OMG esther told me yutaki is going to work at ION...Woohoo everyday can see him..hahaha if i have e luck...Well worldcup okay still e same...So crazy and maddness of cos...

2010-06-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

Okays ive changed my blogskin..Hahaha..Hmm tml centrepoint is moving le hmm meaning Loccitane la..And i will be working at ION and Esther will be at pp just downstairs of cp..Got a long period of time wont be able to talk cock with her liao..Lol..Anw 1st july will be at Raffles City for Peony Roadshow had 3 full shifts...I would be tired but its okay can earn more money can liao..Hehehe..Hmm these days crazy over that STUPID FIFA...Hahaha Worldcup..Okay frankly speaking i did BET..I did win and also lose but e lose is more..I bet spain in the end f*** it david villa missed that penalty kick..Its so the KELONG la...And there goes my 100 bucks gone...Sigh..Shld have bet on Portugal they thrashed korea 7-0..My god...Okay shall not bet too much now..Pocket tight already also...Well ive met someone special..yippy...hahahha..Update again...

2010-06-19T22:55:00.006+08:00

Well this is post for Esther's mei the bdae party..Well as u can see we did enjoyed alot..Hahahas..Anw nt much of e words pictures will show...Anw we are all crazy over WORLDCUP man...Hhaha but its a kelong wc year damn fucked up..I dont even dare to put bet on also..But brazil and argentina wont fail me..

2010-06-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

Nothing to do and i was cam-whoring...Hahahas...Well nothing much also these day..Half recovered from my sore throat and bloody damn shit flu...I wanted to shop badly but i cant as i need to save my money...GSS is just so tempting la...How i wish my bank had tons and tons of $$$...But well reality it will never...So just admit it..Save and u can use it all at 1 go...Hahahas..Thats sounds so horrible use it all off...Hahahas...Okay shall update again maybe on mei's 19th bdae..Pictures up hopefully....And e present that im giving her...Shall surprise her..

2010-06-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

Okay finally mei and us take photos..its like since dont know when i last took picture with her..hahaha..well just went for wax today..okay its 2nd time nt so much of e pain already thats great haha and im used to it without hair..lol..hahaha...esther mei bdae is coming soon and im gonna give her big surprise...shhhh...cannot say..hahhaa...hmm these few days my life are like no club thn is either swim or work or at home slack..hahhaa..without iphone is like so boring and u know what mei said that xian xian pick up an iphone on e cab...WTF...so lucky...i also wish i can pick up an iphone hahha..but if i really did pick up will i return it to e owner...MAYBE only...haha..okay shall update again...Loves..

2010-05-26T23:03:00.003+08:00

Well this photo is taken with my NEW PHONE...And that is Nokia E72..What happen to my precious IPHONE...Well LOST..Why lost how i lost...I dont feel like saying..Simple to say i lost it at club...Feel so sad when i knew i lost it but ive got no choice..My frens told me i would go and make a police report la blah blah la and i could get my iphone back..Well i dont wanna go thru all these hassle so lost is lost cant get it back...And so im without hp for 2 days and thn finally went to get a phone..Suppose to be blackberry but u knw what it just all happen at the wrong timing bb was out of stock in e whole of retails of singtel...Okay so after thinking for abt an hr decided to get n72..As it looks so much like bb and its more lasting as in e battery life and e functions are also not too bad and camera is 5 megapixel so okay why not...And after using for a day the web is just so SUCKS..Damn bloddy SLOW...But i enjoyed so much taking photos..Hahahhaa...So shall not grumble too much..I can always get an iphone but its definitely not now....Bro bdae is coming soon hope he will enjoy..Hehehe

2010-05-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

Recently of me during work..I actually tied my hair up..Hahahas..Anw im super depressed and sad know..I put on weight...These 3 days im on diet having healthy meals like salads and milk and cheese at least..Not so much of e sweet can drinks MacDonald fried chicken all those kind of like junk food..I managed to survive anw..Thanks god..Please how i wish one day when i wake up im so slim but i know it will nv happen so i gotta work hard i need to swim and run i suppose....Gain weight is a bad thing women shld learn to control la and keep well..Not for anyone but for ourself..To increase our confidence in ourself....Today its Yutaki's birthday wished him already haha over at twitter..And you know what people delivered flowers to his school for him..Oh my god is so like one of e dramas hahaha..So it does happen in reality..Well only him himself can have that kind of fate...Hope he enjoyed himself and upload his photos...Hahahas..

2010-05-14T02:06:00.002+08:00

Okay im back to blogg..Was busy over at work for changing of launch this and that...Long time didnt meet up esther mei and gang..Was trying to save money..I think im able la to save at least a $50/100 this month.As my mrt fare is really alot..Way frm my imaginary..A month almost a hundred for transport...And free myself frm pubs and clubs no more alcohol for e current...Shall not drink except mei bdae maybe a just a little sip..No i think she will force me to drink..hahha...Finally not so much of e full shift im left with one more full shift..Its like so tired man..Especially today had been working non stop changing e promotion thing free gift wrap this and that...And had not seen esther for 4 days as one day i off she full thn she off i full..haha..will get to see her tml..And u know what yutaki came to find her without me ard...Sigh no fate...Esther was like asking him hey i thought i ask u to come on friday why u come now..haha...its ok la..next time then maybe...hmm ya my laptop is back..haha..able to chat with my frens often like everyday maybe after work..hahaha..Shld have bring it to service earlier on..And it going to be 3am and im still awake..working afternoon shift tml anw..well he's gonna entertain me..lol...haha..

2010-05-10T13:29:00.003+08:00

These are all overdue photos for guohhui's sweet 18 bdae celebration..First of all we had buffet session at YukiYaki..We can fry our own food vegetables and meat and we can also fry our own ICECREAM..Hahahas..Interesting??We had a great time making e ice cream as its our first time making it..Oh i think i sound funny 'making ice cream'..Well okay and after eating our dear bdae boy feels like puking..Ate too much of the hotdogs and meatballs..Hahahas..So all of us went home and we called a 8 seater cab but due to some reasons e 8 seater cab only sits 6 ppl...Sigh dont wanna talk about it..Then we went to vince hse for mahjong session bro stayed there everyone asking me to stay but i cant as i dont having my makeup remover and ive got work e next day so i went home at 2...Updates for these few weeks hmm yupp i went for Brazilian wax..Hahas okay first time its quite painful but only during e process la after finish doing its just so smooth and soft and clean and no longer pain..And after e wax i went to bring my lappy for service...And im kinda sad becos of my iphone dropping on e floor that often...Hmm thats all for now first...:)Oh ya and i bought a bag for mum as her bdae present and mother's day gift and she love it alot...

2010-04-27T20:36:00.003+08:00

Recently i took alot of photos myself..As long time nv take le..Hmm many things seems to happen especially to my dearest sister..Shall not comment more just hope all her unhappiness will end soon...Just wanna her to be happy...Long time didnt post also dont know what to update...And i dont really understand GUYS...All same thinking which sometimes i really hate alot..Dont respect gals..Their mind always the yellow side..Sigh...And this damn poor no money..Next month i think cannot so fast use up..Okay thats all for now...

2010-04-19T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...Wayne bdae and mei suggested for 'magic' candles in other words means that its a candle that you keep on blow and blow it will relight it back again...And so wayne had a hard time blowing off the candle..And he got to cakes cos we bought 1 and rain bought 1 too..Sat went to esther mei uncle house with zs they all..Mei didnt go due to some reasons..Sigh she missed out alot of fun..But we will be going her uncle hse soon again..Lol...And mei didnt saw me vomiting at the toliet bowl.....And normally i wont vomit la after drinking unless its all pure alcohol...So that day playing thumb master and is a drinking game...And the vodka is so damn thick.....Now thing of vodka make me sick..But i still love vodka...Lol...And mei and had had alot of plans to knock them down zs they all..Cant wait to see it......Oh my god.....

2010-04-05T11:49:00.005+08:00

Hmm........Seriously its time to diet........Ahahahaha at centrepoint its like too relax so somehow the fats seems to come by easily and if drinking beer almost thrice a week its like even more worse..So N-O no more beer...Oh...How i wish i can have a wonderful buffet with my parents but wonder will they like it??Thinking of buffet at Marriot Hotel...Its so nice and the price is also acceptable..Shall ask them later.......Work is still fine at the moment..Mei was busy also with peoples and school..I think we meetup lesser already but we still love each other trying to meetup more often...Went to her 4th uncle hse with her and its like my god its my dream house some how..It has 50 storeys and her uncle stayed on the 25th..And there is sky garden..And on the 26th storey there is GYM.......Which means you can exercise anytime u want...And you can see stars at night.........And the house concept everything its like HOTEL and CONDO..And the BEST thing its that is at CENTRAL area which means frm her uncle hse cabb down to CLAR QUEY is less than $4.........Oh.....................I and mei was like can be buy the hse there and stay there???But no money to buy...SO SAD.........

2010-04-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..Waiting for esther chang to upload the photos..Thus i dont have photos for this post but just wanna update a little for what ive been doing...Work still the same thing but it seems like more and more problems seem to come i hope this problems will end fast and continue everything..All humans will make mistake so do i..No one is perfect so we just have to learn from it and dont do it again...But i think they will start to loose trust on me but its all my fault so just carry on working then..These few days seldom meet up with mei wor as im busy and then just got my pay so we will be meeting tml le cant enjoy good friday with them but shall join them at night..Had just came back from Novetel Hotel for international buffet..Ad its superb the buffet is like heaven..Lols hmm the price after discount each person is $42..If no discount it will be ard $55..Anyway its once in a blue moon and nv tried before so all of us went at first was grand Hyatt but its fully booked...Shall try that next time then..Photos upload for the next post...

2010-03-18T12:59:00.011+08:00

Pictures without post!=P
Photos taken on My Nineteen and Valerie's bdae.......

Pictures without post!=P

2010-03-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Hmm sorrry everybody..Was damn busy no time to update on everything especially my bdae party stories..Hahahas..Upload all the pictures soon..=)

2010-02-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hey people,stop blogging a month or so as laptop is spoil and my iphone cannot update blog..
Hahas..Hmm enjoying these days sonner or later its MY BIRTHDAY..Hahas..And valentine's went to mei tua aunt hse for steamboat with nigel as well then as usual gamble time haha one yr one time nevermind la happy can already...Was kept on collecting as much red packet as possible also..And try to win as much as possible what i can is no win no lose la like this better win a bit can le or will lose even more..Thn after mei tua aunt hse we decided to go to changi to see AHGUA...Lolx..Thn yw tag along with us and mei tua aunty and uncle drove us to see..But that day didnt really see the PERFECT AHGUA...Soso only haha cos cny day 1 mah all go cny..And thn work at day three sian..Was happy to meet all my cousins nephew and niece we took alot of photos as well but its not with me as the photographer was not me haha...Hmm next update shld be my bdae post haha..We gonna take as much picture as possible..And decided celebrate at Jab one And we decide to drink Tower beer instead or MARTELL as martell when we drink we wont have any feeling it will only work out at the end and we wont control in drinking and my money is like going to flow down the river..Oh ya and waterfall as well..Woots..

2010-01-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

As you can see mei and i are still hanging at pub haha..This time no pics og nigel and yongwei..Hahas becos some pics are too NICE TO SEE so cannot post haha...And mei and i are talking abt wedding hahas..Now still single and i can tell her about wedding the things..She said she know wad wedding gown i wanna wear..I wanna design my own gown haha..With loads of lace and chiffon...And i told mei no matter what happens i still wanna her to walk down the aisle with me holding my hands down the red carpet..She is so touched after hearing that...But who will i hand my hand over lei???Hahas i dont know....Anyway i had been enjoying alot these days but a little tired some how...Getting broke soon when is my pay gonna come??Tomorrow??Or the day after??Anyway my bdae coming soon what i really want??Actually i want nothing,i just wanna a word from you thats all nothing much..What's that word??Its not i love you or be my girlfriend and stuffs...But i dont wanna say here...Im still headache over bdaes locations and the invites..Anw work okay not to bad also im still able to cope and manage...Shall update till here..........

2010-01-18T22:26:00.005+08:00

Hmmm..Suppose to have some people the photos but no la dont wanna expose too much just esther mei and me zilian can liao..Wahahha...Anw these few days quite tired life is very enjoyable spending our lifes happily but i think we are spending quite fast also...Hahahas so we are cutting down the number of days we are meeting out and changing those places that made us spent money..And where is the place we save the most??CHRISTINA's Tan HOUSE...Hahahahs...We go out only three places...One PUB,Two Pool,Three Movie..Among three number one PUB is the one we always say no money le wont want to go le in the end WE ALWAYS GO...We say dont want always drink in the end WE ALWAYS DRINK...We say we wanna save money in the end WE ALWAYS AIYA NVM LA LAST TIME SPENT AGAIN...Hahahahas we always say we wanna take last bus home in the end WE ALWAYS CABBED home..Funny la us but most importantly we enjoyed although got alot of scoldings for going home late but at least we not in da club ma so aiya one last time lor...Thanks my dad for letting me again and again today end work at 6.30 decided not to go out as really going no money liao anw tml also off so tml thn go out bahx...Woah bdae reaching soon ard 1 mth plus dont know how to plan now like got so many frens but i dont think will celebrate at club as they will make me drunk and there always packed and pushing here and there i wanna go a more relax place...Most probably at pub at least can sing and sit can drink wanna dance also can...New yr coming real soon le time to buy new clothes and stuffs once get pay must go settle cny the stuffs first got to really save le..Work so long haven even save a single penny lucky got cpf i also dont know how i spent my money...Sigh now laptop also spoil mood really swing.....

2010-01-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hmm...This whole week almost pub club and drink..But its with esther mei and yongwei and nigel so its ok...Many things happen and the past is reminded again...This time round its seems to be god giving us a one more chance...And will this chance be fruitful?Will it come true??Will it bring us into another world of our own??I cherish all the times we spent together now and i believed we knew each other even more after so many things happened to both of us and time and fate showed us we seems to belong to one another..But are we more suitable to be friends for life or partner for life??Its not for me to decide...Thinking of him just reminds me everything..Everything 4 years back and looking at now i feel great as we are different and we had grown up gone thru alot...But loving me is not to return what u owed me and i dont wish the both of us to be hurt again...But i can see that its all about fate la...Nothing of these will happen to anyone any couples but just happened on the both of us..And im sure we are shocked everytime..Hahas just mrt itself we bump into one another for abt ten times i suppose...Even in dohby ghaut such a big exchange we still can bump to one another...Im just speechlessss...You are the one i use to cherish and love alot althought there are one or two came into my life and romance but in the end both of us are just back to the first spot SINGLE again...Everytime i thought it was a chance until u told me there is really chance..This is the first time u are talking to me saything both of us got chance..But i dont wanna think so much dont wanna hope too much for it as whenever i wanted it badly it just wont come to me...So time will show everything..

2010-01-05T13:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm updates on my work at Centrepoint...Its kinda bored down there and sales sometime really very good and when it comes to bad its really super super bad like 80 or 100 plus a day..Oh god how am i gonna survive like this..I know its kind of like 'mo lian' down there la...And i got to pick up tings and learn super fast got to depend all on myself...Hope i can faster go to another outlet maybe back to vivo or ngee ann city also not bad..But i think i think vivo more cos tricia and rose is there..Kekexx no say i dont like other la but ive been with them ever since i started working at L'occitane and thus why...And my iphone low batt even faster working at centrepoint becos i played even more cos only the games can filled me with some work or im gonna rot down there...Today im on off and finally made myself to sleep to the fullest haha im afraid ltr night insonmia...Ltr we gonna watch movie and then esther mei and i are gonna down to boat quay to meet up yongwei and his frens enjoying!!

2009-12-31T00:04:00.003+08:00

Yupps we went to watch Avartar 3D movie and u know wad??Hahas i fall asleep halfway the movie ggh also fall asleep the 3d specs will just make your eyes super super heavy and tired and wanna slp and since that part is a little boring and so i decided to take a nap..Hehex as i was a little exhausted already..Hmm this yr xmas was a little boring but lucky spent the day with esther mei and her kor and company and all her little cousins and enjoying entertaining those kids haha...And its like xmas already 12am already and we are like no feeling at all and its like we forgot abt the countdown and things haha..2009 is gonna end soon and this is how i spend my 18 going wild haha..And shall settle down soon for 2010 will i meet a better person??Will i have a bf in 2010??Will i ever get myself into any trouble??My work??Woah many many things will fill up my life soon and everything starts anew...

2009-12-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

I;ve just got news that i will going over to centerpoint to work sigh!!And heard that e sales there is not very good..Going to slack liao everyday..Lucky this xmas earn alot at least still can survive la hope i wont be at centerpoint forever then..And i cannot club whenever i want le as still need to travel and cp only me and valerie working just e 2 of us not she morning thn i morning...We going to depend on one another already and i will miss vivo collegues..Why i cant stay there...Anw there is reshufflement and im being posted to cp i rather ion or other outlets...Finally got an off tml already can rest and pay is coming up also...Xmas ended peacefully and so how abt 2010 countdown haha..Is it going to be another boring want??Lets see!!

2009-12-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm its been quite awhile since i last blog no mood to update also..Was busy over work and entertaining as well....Hahas esther mei will know wad im entertaining to..Hmm managed to go back early everytime when i club and managed to be home sober and not make them worry again..And my health is getting better also...And xmas is coming and i think its going to be boring...Sigh!!But esther mei will make me high hahahahaha...I've got updates on somebody and i think i shld get over it soon shall now dwell on it anymore no point but i seems to be lost in e maze..Can anybody guide me out the maze!!

2009-12-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

Yupps!!Its been like a long time since i last blog and so these are all e overdue photos basically are yvonne's 19th bdae photos taken at sabaisabai thai disco club so it was my first time there with my ex collegues and what i can say is that hmmm not too bad but i think i still preferred power house or rebel maybe hahahha..Ok that day is a horrible day for me that happened dont wanna talk to much on this anyway i've learnt the lesson...Shall learn to control next time..And yupps ive bought my iphone already and was crazy over all the applications that i downloaded at least it can accompany me when im bored or stress up as there is piano inside and im enjoying myself playing the piano..And about work ok fine also sales are quite good these days im really stress-free relaxing all my days enjoying work at the same time..And regarding about my health its HORRIBLE has been having gastric on and off and its killing me making me feel e pain so intense like im in the process of giving birth haha lols and the flu was also like a every week thing sick and tired of it already..Hmmm about relationship still the same old thing nothing changes and me christina tan is still in the process of finding my true love hahahas...Hope the fruit will ripe sonner or later???About esther mei and me is also fine just that we meet up lesser thn usual as i got work and she is enjoying herself almost every wed and sat and i didnt tag along as i promised to takecare of myself first and enjoy during christmas...And im awaiting for my surprises my dear!!!

2009-12-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

I was terribly sick this week and its like flu and cough and still e same off to work and tml is yvonne's bdae got to attend as she insisted me to go so ok i promised her and mummy joreen also so shall enjoy and take alot of photos tml and hopefully no alcohol as im going to k.o soon hahas..Work is fine for me also just that my voice ah getting sexier each day and i cant breathe properly also was eating medicine and drinking those cooling water everyday so that i can be better..And i just found out smth important but thinking twice actually its nt important le..And its also time to let go since it already past for a year and i shld move on..And i thanks those who supported me especially esther mei who talks to me accompanied me thru all they way both of us are like crazy ever since we started to club and drink almost every weekly and my daddy and mummy for accepting me that i come home late every night and making them worried all the time..And i know im getting rebellious but im also trying to be back myself at e same time enjoying out there..I knew alot of frens who gave me alot of advises and making me smile even more..I know sometimes im jealous when i know they are happy but that isnt wad i wanted out of them...His bdae is reaching just in one or two days time and i just realise it..It shows that im bothered over other things already..He is once a person i loved e most and treasure e most but he is not mine anymore and one day i might find even a better one..I only know i wanted to celebrate xmas with some people and i have forgotten abt their bdaes..Even if i knew it i cant do anything also..Anyway for the whole of the year being single and having loads of fun out there and also some sorrows just brightens up me and it dont seems to be as sad as i thought before i thought i would sucide without him but no i did survived and enjoying myself at ST JAMES..

What i want for christmas is easy that is someone in my mind celebrates xmas with me is enough!

2009-11-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

Ok these are e recent updates and Yes i went to club again to Ladies night..HAhas ok was pretty much fun did enjoyed much also and due to my flu i was a little blur already but its ok and dad start to get suspicious me drinking alcohol so sigh cannot enjoy again..And im left with not much energy left was i was not off for almost 10 days plus until 1st dec thn i got a off day although they did offer me to off but thn aiya just work only hahas and definetely this job there is no stress at all everything was pretty fine and i was full of passion in it..And so i was having happy life hahas..And i was told that 1st month commission was given for e next month so sad so i will have little money anw its ok la just wait for another month and woohoo alot money le..I also got to start saving money le also or else next time i no money to enjoy also cannot always spent money..Ok thats all and mei they are clubbing tonight feel like going lor but its ok i will go another day..

2009-11-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

I really love and enjoy my current job that even though i've got no off but im still wan to go to work hahas..This job at least nt much stress can relax even more but need to learn more in details abt e products and requires to do some paper work also and i even enjoyed more when im just alone can do whatever i want but cannot play and nt working i can just earn all e sales myself and nobody is watching me hehex..These three days will be just tricia and me is either i work morning thn she night shift or e other way round..And im more motivated to work and dont feel like going home but cannot stay as we might me eating up other ppl sales so once time to go back just go back and rest..Tml will be working morning shif so after work will be bored as its so early end work at 6 haha..And i've got no more off till dec is a liitle sad la as cant chill out with esther mei..I wanna go enjoy with them i also think abt my job work at vivo so near ph i also nv go sigh..Anw my health just recovered so i tried to drink less as past 2 mths power every week drink drink drink haha so now rest for a month first thn continue again..Hmm xmas is coming soon and thn cny thn its my bdae woohoo 19th bdae gonna celebrate at club i think haha and ive got so many frens now!!Anw may all my good times arrive..

2009-11-21T21:20:00.001+08:00

Hmm have been busy over work these few days sales was not bad one day at least can make $1000 trying my best to sell as much as possible so that i can earn more commision and get more money kekex..What i can about e stupid weather is either is scorching hot or is frezzing cold and is making my health more and more worse..Finally my gastric is ok and im even more careful over what i eat and e timing i ate and try not to eat too much also and for flu i've gt nth to say almost every week once sure i will have a super horrible snezzing for the whole day so just let it be...Its going to be end of the month and for the whole of this month i only went to club once im happy with myself at least i dont feel super much want to club but sometimes i still misses club like now i really feel like wanna go and mei is also going also i also wanna enjoy but tml got to work at 12 i sure will be very tired and im afraid of headache..Ever since i knew him i dont have e feel or mood to club without him..Dont know why also even if i club i also just drink and enjoy with mei they all not like last time so crazy dance all around haha..Dont know when we are going to meet up again wish him all e best for his exams and then we will see how again..:)

2009-11-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

I feel so worked up and fed up yesterday and today was like super unlucky..Firstly my computer got stupid idoitic VIRUS and the virus is spreading to everyone that i know and everybody was like asking me what e hell im sending and thanks me for sending them e virus..Anyway it happened so i got to accept it and thn yesterday waited for mei ggh and nicky at cine and due to some misunderstanding i waited for them abt 2hrs plus its ok..The movie that we wanted to watch all SOLD OUT and 3 cinemas..Still nevermind..Then we went to eat long john and when nicky was bringing the tray of food to e table and i was sitting opposite him and i was watching and i knew e cup ok COKE is going to fall and BINGO it fall and luckily spilled to my bag and shoe..And today now my laptop gone crazy virus all cleared le but internet cannot detect cannot use..I damn super hot and fed-up was like scolding everybody in e hse nagging at them why this and that...I wanted to use e computer badly but it just dont wanna work for me luckily my bro let me to use his destop or me going crazy..Was suppose to go to plasma a club to celebrate stella's bdae but due to my gastric discomfort i decided nt to go and i dont really have e mood to club unless its with them..Hope my laptop will work or i going to turn nasty to my laptop..

2009-11-12T13:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was having a very bad gastric which i detest it alot and the pain was unbearable and i ate 2 pills of medicine for gastric and went home drank a cup of hot sugar water and finally it seems to be better now and u had a good sleep last night..Just now morning i dont care to eat too much and just ate a little of noodles and ok stop or i will have gastric again as my work timing and break time has changed so my timming of eating is irregular as past 3 days i only had a meal for e whole day and thats why lor i got gastric..Nvm la diet at e same time lor..Hahas..Shall eat my meals at e right time dont eat too much shld be ok but i think is last 2 days bahx as i had tom yum steamboat with my collegues and normally when my stomach is not feeling well is not wise for me to take tom yum as it will make me have gastric so its my fault..Hahas..And im missing him but shall not disturb him as he will be having exams so i shall nt stress him up hehe..

2009-11-10T01:00:00.002+08:00

I went to saw my past photos and i miss my long hair but what to do cut it away le..Sigh..I was watching soccer yesterday,,haha SURPRISED??Because of someone haha but yesterday's match nt too bad but half way i was too tired so i went to bed and ytd was chelsea vs manchester and i vote for chelsea haha and my dad told me chelsea in 1 ball woohoo..Today work was fine and it was raining e whole day now is raining season le gt to bring e stupid idotic umbrella out every day wherever i go and got to wear havanas even more often as normal slippers will make our legs dirty and smelly haha..Was studying some skincare just now doing some research and homework..Waiting for christmas to come got to enjoy i just wanna enjoy la..And shall nt club too often as sometimes i feel like sian already haha but when i listen to my ipod i start to high again..Hahas crazy christina tan..Tml working morning shift and im going t have steamboat with my collegues and these 2 days i had only a meal a day hahas no time to eat but im just afraid of gastric visiting me thn i die le will be in great pain..I wanna diet as my face is getting rounder and i hate it..haha!!

Wish i could keep u much longer but i know u've got tings to do i shall wait

2009-11-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hmm i think i did $1000 sales for last night wohooooo..hahas and aft work went to stjames actually nt so excited also as im not so excited like before..Went there i saw many old frens saw youzhen haha i miss her and managed to saw her last night and dance together..I drank 2 tequila shots but its like nothing to me and in e end mei and i decided to go and buy drinks and so i ordered a vodlka coke and mei wanted graveyard and its very hard to drink and just 1 cup enough le super damn high we got to make ourselves high haha and after finish drinking all at 1 go fire burning song was played it was just so nice that we are high and the song is played and so we went down to dance floor to dance and i think mei is just over crazy and high haha but not drunk la..I was just entertaining myself and dancing togther with mei classmate joanne..And 1 horny guy was actually drinking to seduce me and i just dont care him as i was sending smses him and i to concentrate on e sms in e end e guy just walked away..We went till lights on and tired as we danced for almost the whole night..No pictures to upload haha dont wanna post pic as we didnt took much pic last night also..And today woke up at ard 1 plus and decided not to sleep as im afraid i will nt be able to sleep at night and waited for mei to wake up and down to bpp for lunch cum dinner ard 3 plus and i went to kimage to had my hair cut and thn off to orchard to get smth...

2009-11-06T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hmm ok shall talk about work at l'occitane,work really nt too bad quite relaxing though work for 8 hrs and thn 1 hr break time and out of the 7 hrs i think 4 hrs resting also hahas as e location there is quite quiet but there are many ppl and toursist who actually just buy and go ..Dont reallly need to talk too much and when i introduced to customers products they actually bought from me like almost 200 and im just feeling very happy..I dont feel so stressful like be4 but now is only the starting its very hard to say for next time maybe when sales is bad but anw xmas is coming so we will be super damn busy thats what e ppl working there told me..And working at vivo is making me spending alot of money haha just food itself for 2 meals can coast easily $10 and candy empire there buy loads of chocolates had been craving for it and its fattening haha shall cut down as its heaty also will get sick easily..Tml clubbing mei old sisters which had not been in touch for very long and hope dad let me go i knw he will haha..Shall nt club too frequent maybe just with frens to enjoy..And im off on sunday yippy and e day is left for esther mei and i miss her haha and someone else...

2009-11-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Finally last night i managed to slp be4 4am..My god and today suprisingly woke up fresh at 8am..And why ah my shoe kept on putting on all e revenge on me and i was groaning in pain and i've got no choice..I purposely buy a gd shoe which will nt give me problems in e end e problems still appear and tml i cannot wear e shoe anymore my skin already hurt skin come out le shit damn pain de when i walk already pain le..I think im born not to wear shoe i think..Anw today first day at work was a little boring at e start as its like lecture but after awhile is like fun and it brightens my day and luckily im station at vivo city not raffles city and my sales target daily is 1100 and monthy is like 23k my godness will i be able to do it my dear??I know i can haha i believe in myself and today im nt e only new gal there is also another gal with me and her name is chloe same age as me and we 2 talk alot also and we also stay at sengkang hahas but she is e one going to work at raffles city..Just now i happen to listen a song saw e lyrics and its what i wanna say..

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧

2009-11-03T02:10:00.002+08:00

My god i got work later at 10.20 am and i couldnt get to bed..What am i thinking man..
I miss him so badly my god..What shld i do??ARGHHH!!Today i woke up late like 3pm in e afternoon and thats why maybe nw i still few very fresh but i can asure tml i will be damn super tired de and tml is my first day of work at loccitance at vivo city yeah man..St james is just behind haha...How i wish he text me but even if he text me what shld he text me and someone told me today he is sick but what can i do just feel helpless..I know i shouldnt think too much but i think im crazy over him..Lalalalallala..I tried to close my eyes and sleep but my whole mind is thinking abt him think of other things but still cant get to bed i think i really got to eat sleeping pills already which i dont really wan to but really got no choice..Wed night dont knw how also as my ex work fren at amk asked me out for stemboat at night after work and i dont knw what shift i working on that day and e for e next day as well...I cant wait for our next meetup again..

Boy,imissyou!

2009-11-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

This week power..3 days straight drink club dance..1st at chevron,2nd at rebel,last but nt least ytd night at the arena...Ytd actually was at power house and william caught me and we queued for the queue and the queue was damn long not moving at all and all of us were like turned off and in e end decided to go down to clark quey instead..Waiphone drove us to clark quey and total of 6 ppl in the car 4 ppl behind..Omg damn squeezy but its ok and was siting on mei's lap in e end managed to sit..And we are looking for a club and we went in to the arena and the worst part is i dont have enough money to pay for the entrance fee and was asking william to lend me in the end he paid for me thanks so much appreciated..The arena was so packed also as ytd was halloween night alot of ppl dressed very unglam and look so disgusted but no offence la just very scarry..Was with waiphone and mei and their 2 other frens for the whole night and he was holding to me appreciated too as william was busy dont know busying what..They went to check how much for opening bottles and is was like damn super expensive $280 my god was like double and so we decided to go another place and we went over to novetel hotel to slack as william was paying and the charges is 225 i think and together with will ex krystie and sheena..We wanted to open music and the dvd was nt working and waiphone wanted to get his laptop and so i went with him to e carpark to his car for it and we alomost lost our way as started to feeling high and in the end we still managed to find his subaru..Hahas..When we are back krystie seems to be drunk and will was with her and she want to club some more haha and so he accompanied her and we start to drink drink drink haha whiskey cola settle down and rest..And i think i gonna miss you shit man i think better dont think too much although we are awake not drunk and waiphone say i damn gd drinker haha and he wanted to test how much i can drink..I really dont know when we will ever meet again,shit what if he come over to my blog and saw this post but i think he can still remember what i told him and he was smiling to me..And aft resting for awhile he drove me mei one of his fren and sheena back home...I will never ever forget this halloween that we spent..Looking forward for christmas party with this clique again..Love and misses!!

2009-10-30T02:28:00.003+08:00

Party at chevron..We all mad all drunk..Mei the worst im going to scould you later oh my god..Although i also quite blur le but got to takecare control of you..My first in my life time like this change clothes for mei remove makeup for me..Oh my god man..Dont know how to describe also she lucky got me this jie over..Last time i drunk also wont like that de dont know why she like that also..Chevron party with yongwei me esther mei and zhen jie..I open 1 bottle of whisky and we finsished is off at one shot yongwei and i fighting disturbing each other and i know he dont have money to take cab home and i purposely send him back to pangjang first thn mei and i back to sengkang...Im just worried for him la although he is ok just wanna see him home..Was damn super happy today hope for the next party again at pub maybe as yongwei say he wanna sing for everybody hear rather thn just sing for frens to hear so up to him..Hahas,,

Shit..I think i start to miss you..

2009-10-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

Ytd mei and i i didnt went club although we miss club..Mei stayed at my hse ytd and chat her own i chat my own..Today meeting up yongwei,mei and ah jie to chervon partying time..And i've got only few more days to start work le felt so sian and bored but if i dont start working i wont have money and i really dont wanna kept on asking mummy for money...And i just went to buy bedsheet at causeway and its plain peach pink and bought a lacy victoria bed top and it just looks nice but no pictures to show..Hahas..I will just upload up till here..Tonight we gonna have a happy time..

2009-10-27T15:35:00.002+08:00

Having staying at home slacking chatting on msn and watching tv..And dont know why my face start to have some rash and mei asked me to change my bed sheet and i got a sudden that i wanna change my bed sheet to victoria style which i wanted to change it long ago..And i need to replenish my skin care got to finish soon and maybe due to some changes in my cream and thats why i got the rash and i got to do some mask also..Hahas..And need to trim my hair also but i wanna keep it long again haha change style..Im still thinking if i shld buy iphone sigh so many things to buy..Hahas and my work the items like clothes to wear for training and shoes also..I wanna study interior design thats my dream last time i didnt work hard last time now i wanna study i also dont knw have chance anot..This course if must have o level thn i dont need study liao..If i wanna meet and know ppl who have good background i also must have a good background all else my choices is just left with all those..Hahas its real my fren told me de she say if you wan marry and live good u must be good also and the character and attitude...Not clubbing tml but we are goin on sat instead for the last time till mei the holidays..

2009-10-25T14:58:00.006+08:00

Ytd was like mad..Took many many photos..Ytd drink damn alot very high but nt drunk..Let above pictures do the talking and power hse wan damn super packed..Enjoyed so much..Know alot alot of guy frens...How i wish every week can go haha siao me..Anw ydt is really very enjoying..Nth much to say pictures do e taling bahx..

2009-10-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to me that to my suprise 1st in my life time go for 1st interview on the spot i got the job..Hahas that shows im really talented..Anw work location i still not sure yet and im starting work on the 3rd nov..Yahoo..And ive got alot of learn and study too..Ytd went out with mei to henderson waves but be4 that we went in to DRANGONFLY...Hahas not too bad but like alot of uncles lor but there also got some handsome guys...Back home ard 4 plus am..Today woke up ard 11 plus thn breakfast cum lunch at mei grandma hse and she went for her school event and i went home as i got to sign my appointment letter at 3pm..Went to kinokuniya to buy some note books and stuff and some food back home waiting for mum to be bck home for dinner..Yw jio me to jb on sunday with his frens go enjoy celebrate too bad mei working cant follow us..Hahas..

2009-10-21T23:39:00.006+08:00

The time now is 11.40pm..I shld be inside St.James Powerhouse drinking my favourite vodkka coke with tequila shot rocking at the dance floor...But now im at home lying on my bed pressing my laptop listening r&b songs...How i wish i was there my whole mind was all thinking all about club...Shit...How i spent my day today?Slept till ard 12 plus and then cabbed down to greenridge to look for my mum and thn cabbed back home with my mum as we bought alot of groceries and bro is waiting for us at home and then after mum and bro bathed we went down over to buangkok somemore near our house as bro wanted to cut his hair and had our dinner there..I dont have much mood la as i can say..Back home i rented alot of movies and korean drama and just finished watching 3 movies..The rest i shall watch tomorrow..Ytd went to fill up an application form and the company called me up today i was happy hahas and im going for the interview tml hope its a success as looking for a job that i wanted is not an easy task and hope i can start work by 1st of nov bahx...Veron jie's 21st bdae reaching le this coming sat at pasir ris but there is no one to accompany me to thn i will be bored and lonely as i dont know all her frens and my mum maybe not going and i dont know if sherry jie is going not and yong wei is busy maybe also...What shld i do lei as i must go!!!ARGGGxxx...

2009-10-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

金童玉女

Xiaojie,me,mei,ggh

Mei,vince,ggh,xiaojie

3 guys..

Picture of us,our new name VECHX

V-vince

E-esther

C-christina

H-helmsley

X-xiaojie

Cool right??Hahas..Anyway its my idea im clever..Today whole morning stayed at home till 4 then took mrt to vivo to meet up mei vince and ggh and to my surprise my bro came to join us..Hahas..And i went to LOCCITANE to fill job application form and ydt night sent resume in to FANCL..Hope can get their replies asap hope to get a job by nov money gonna spent finish le and i still got alot of things to splurge on..My skincare la finishing soon le..Sigh..Sat maybe going in to st.james but thn right no alcohol to drink lor sian lei no alcohol no cake de...

2009-10-20T01:46:00.002+08:00

Finally today is my last day of work..First of all not as happy as i thought i will be...I just know that i leave e company at the right time..Everything is just in a big mess and i dont wanna be with them..I really love my work frens bonnie xiaodan and cindy..We are like one family..But now im leaving e family..But i really have to leave as i cannot take e stress that the company is giving..Anw now everything is over le finally im released everybody is also released at the same time..All e best to them bahx and i got to look for new job soon..Ytd was sick for the whole day same sick again flu...After work me bonnie and xiaodan went to eat bbq chickens and satay at funny place hahas at hdb blk downstairs and our food all ants hahahaha..Luckily ate almost finishing le the rest ants eat..Tml meeting mei vince and ggh for dinner at vivo..Hope e two guys accompany us..Hahas..

很开心和你们一起工作，可是现在不能和你们一起奋斗了
希望你们天天开心的工作

2009-10-15T15:07:00.001+08:00

Many things happen recently and i realised so you are this kind of cheater..Anw ive decided..
Ytd went to ZIRCA club with face shop frens and nicole..Hmm i feel stjames is better but nvm la can see different club..ALways go same one also will sian de..Ytd drunk i think quite bad de cos i only person kept my bag inside locker when i go home i also dont know who help me to take my bag out from e locker as i dont remember myself going to e locker..HAhas..I so scared when i reached home kana scolded by my dad saying why i so drunk..I tried to act normal and off to bed straight..Luckily my dad nv say anything...Im just feeling very bad now..Damn xin ku de..Feeling damn giddy feel like wan to vomit keep on going to e toliet diarrhoea...Damn shit de me..Last time always go ladies night drink much much more next day wont like this de..I damn bad mood maybe thats why bahx..ARGGGG...Head spinning..Tml still gt to work..Left with few days le thn last day le so happy..

2009-10-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Im just so confused and i feel that im inside a maze stuck inside cant save myself out..
What shld i do?
Im a big girl le i must settle my things relationship myself no one can help me..
I really dont knw what i was thinking at that point of time..
Why did i go and start that relationship?
Now i wanna end i also dont know how to end..

2009-10-10T01:02:00.002+08:00

Im really hopeless speechless...
Im so sorry to those ppl who treat me e best especially my parents and my mei..
Thank god for helping me once again..

What shld i say lei...Wed ladies night at st.james that night i was not enjoying at all i suppose as im nt drunk at all and im very thirsty and i ask e other gals over there for a sip..So kind of them and after going to toliet with mei saw richard and jerry and they asked as too drink..Just nice mei and i damn thirsty de so we drink..Hahas we thirsty till go toliet drink tap water but i can see alot of ppl drinking tap water...Aft club end bck to mei pangjang hse to sleep and sleep for few hrs gt to wake up le as we meeting ggh,vince,nicky to bugis and so off we go to TOPONE karoke and aft that we went to 'everyday steamboat' for food time..Aft food i suggested that i accompany them bck to pangjang and aft they bath le we cab back to my sengkang hse..And they agreed..YIPPY..Mei knw im happy thanks so much and aft awhile everyone of us was alsleep as we are too tired le..

2009-10-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

ARGHXX!!Damn angry damn fed up damn fuck up about work...
How i wish i dont have to come to work any more..Stupid customers stupid cheapo ppl..I really cant take it anymore le im just very very very STRESS...Dont know how to say my head is like going to burst...Im so stressed up that i throw temper on my own body,splurge alcohol and food all inside my stomach...I just thinking when its gonna be my last day..AHH GOD please save me from this un irrisistable job man those who join this company is e start of e life u r living in HELL...Left with one more day and its going to be my happiest day that is WEDNESDAY,LADIES NIGHT...Hahas at least over there really can shake the stress away...Tml night shift again they gonna depend on me again wad e shit man i really damn e stress lor...AHXXXX!!!

How i wish you are there for me when i need you!

2009-10-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

Drunkard CHRISTINA TAN...

Hahas pics when we are at st james but with mei and min e photos nt with me so i just post my own picture..Anw abit mad la hahas i always like to take photo when im HIGH..As picture turn out to be quite nice anw but knw me e frens can see that im drunk anw nt totally drunk just feeling high and blur..Hmmmm...ARghxxx im just confused over some things what the hell man is happening to me..I dont care la..SIGH!!Dont ask me what happen!!Dont wish to say..My hair needs to be trim soon...Im thinking what bonnie and company are goin to give me for my farewell hope they give me surprises...When will it be my last day of work??Days are reaching fast..

Anw mei dont be sad over your results ok,,unhappy also dont always fill ur stomach with alcohol..I also dont know what i can cheer u up,,i can only buy e things that u wan for u and bring u go and eat delicious food to make u happy...Anw dont think too much holidays left abt 1 2 weeks only u must enjoy it all!!OK??

2009-10-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

NEW SKIN,hahas finally...

Ytd went to st james saw e same group of frens every week hahas fate..Anw something made me damn angry and 'du lan' dont wanna bring up anw forget it..Suppose to go off at 130 e latest end up i went off at 3am..Kanna fuck today bill come wa lao..Im like speechless and hopeless how i spent my money siahx....Argh im nt gonna spent anymore this month i think food ownself bring ownself cook save money no choice liao and some more job also given resign letter le so if this month i over spent again next month i think i die faster...Looking out for new jobs at e same time and now even planning for farewell party hahas finally leaving at place full of stress i waited for so so so e long and now my stressfree days are reaching each and every one day im so happy...

thanks when u r always there to hear my sorrows always there to be my listening ear
thanks for answering all my calls
i really appreciate it...

2009-09-30T02:05:00.003+08:00

Partying at chervon..Paisei yongwei open whiskey 100 plus,he said next time my turn treat no prob siah sure treat him de la after i got my pay sure jio them go i treat hahas..Like i very rich like that..Anw was fun drink and drink know alot of frens actually all yw frens and think he siao liao kept on singing all e same 3 songs not sian again and again so we accompanied him lor..Hahas..Now at home slacking with mei tml going down to st james but i will be leaving ard 1 plus as im working on thu so cannot stay out..Asked yw to club too but dont know he wanna go not,enjoy anw man once mei school reopen we will stop clubbing so left with 2 weeks only so this week just go awhile next week i will apply leave on thu thn wed night im gonna stay out to clubb..Hahas...Enjoy everyday,anw today was fun gonna faint soon now sleep!!!Above is me,mei and yongwei and frens..More photos up again next time!!!

2009-09-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

Haven blog for few days,hmm just 1 2 days anw..Anw work lately was stressed though that i wanna club but i shld nt club too often also i think my body cant take it also..Everytime i drink my stomach next day damn super pain de although can drink but also mus control la..Hahas anw i wonder when is my last day thn my stress will be totally free and i can look for a better new job..Hahas how i wish i dont need to work can money just given to me anw ownsell earn de is different anw..Many things happen recently and i dont wanna say more to it..I wanna club badly but i also gt to wrk e next day maybe go bck early or wad i dont knw still thinking anw..But i knw mei sure go cos her holidays gonna end soon left with 2 weeks she sure confirm go..Hahas..Ok nth much to say upload pics e next post..

2009-09-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

Pictures when we r in club..

Anw i knw im wrong,im so stupid..Anw its ok..Everything was nt started anw..

Thinking of reasons to stay out on wed again maybe..I dont know..Sigh..Why i just have to be cinderella..Hahahahas...Anw i just wanna enjoy till mei school holidays end can le lor..Ytd talked to bonnie on e phone for very long i think almost 1hr plus but i still decided to resign i dont wanna stay anymore i just couldn't take it any more..ITs enough le i knw everybody wants me to stay like me and everything but the job is just too stress..I just wanna rest and enjoy..

2009-09-24T13:55:00.002+08:00

Today no photos shld have de actually but no la..
Club ytd night with yong wei his fren jeremy eve mei xin hui ang gang..Hahas was like mad so paisei made yongwei and jeremy waited for ladies drink queue for so long almost 2hrs..And when we ordered e drinks all mixed up anyhow anyway i told them gt wad thn drink wad bahx..Anw better thn no drinks at all go club no drink where can dont have e feel lor..So decided to cut queue cut queue le still have to queue for 1hr plus omg damn e pissed off...Drank tequila shot and 1 jug of vodkka orange 2 glass tiger 1 cup river..Shiok man hahas thn went to dance floor to dance and thn saw jerry richard rayson and gang..So many many many de ppl so packed managed to dance also...And thn club extend and thn went out rest awhile thn cab home with mei..Now stomach damn hungry de..

2009-09-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hahas...Ytd drunk..Oh my god..Crystal,nicole,bonnie,cindy,xiaodan and me..Only cindy and xiaodan no drunk..And everybody gt to work except cindy..I drank half bottle martel and tequila shot..Today hang over hate it..Almost vomit during work when to buy medicine to stop feeling to vomit and ate 4 panadols apply aroma oils some more..Whole morning feeling damn swaying and giddy..Luckily cindy sent me to my door step or else i dunno how i going to go home..But ytd really very happy..Bonnie told me crystal vomit all over nicole hahas..thn nicole vomit inside taxi..Oh my god e taxi driver sure damn furious..Nicole dont even knw where she stay sigh..In e end she stay bonnie hse sleep sofa..Hahas..She is a very cleaniness person and crystal vomit on her she still no feeling oh my god..And they sleep on e stairs while waiting 4 bonnie's husband..Bonnie husband said he 1 person how to carry 3 in e end her 2 brothers came..Ommggg!!One carry crystal one carry nicole...And her husband capture their ugly photos and video more worst..Hahas 2 managers drunkard look..I wanna see.....

2009-09-20T01:09:00.003+08:00

ARGGGHHHXXX...Tired and stress..Finally i'm off tml..I've been waiting for so long..I'm gonna rest so that wed i can club..Tml accompaning mei to her uncle wedding dinner and drink to e top of my heart..Hahahahas..That all!!Sleeping time..

2009-09-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

Cough and cough cough..Damn it man..Today never open bill gt 1 member bonnie gave it to me thanks so much poor cindy also nv open bill last min gt 1 gal next door sell clothes de help her to buy 1 cleanser..Mei say if my cough nv recover wed cannot ladies night oh my god im gonna make myself recover asap man i wanna enjoy and go on wed..Mon goiin to serangoon garden to celebrate nicole bdae we are going to drink martel vodkka shot oh my god and bonnie say if i wanna drink myself she order 1 waterfall for me i ownself drink to e core..Hahas no la i dont wanna drink so much also wait my liver dried up easily..Today stomach damn pain der dunno why wad happen damn scared de lor shit la need go check liao or else..Sigh...Dont say liao maybe ate wrong food or wad la i also dunno i dont wanna think about it damn sad de..Hmm finally tendering my resigning letter end of e month thn wrk one more month freedom liao hahas..Decided naybe go study or maybe work at club which i really wish to but i think daddy wont allow..HOW??I really wanna work its so happy over there night life..

Oh my god man Christina Tan Zu Wei...........Hahas..Mei gonna laugh when she see this post...
Anw im still a good nice sweet kind gal ok i just wanna make myself happy and enjoy..Anw club does nt means im a bad gal ok my frens..Hope u all understand!

2009-09-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

Ladies night at st james power hse and i saw work frens yeah..Saw peixuan grace and 1 more dont knw wads her name..Hahas we are like crazy damn fun der..Drank tequila shot and 1 jug vodkka coke and thn dance floor dancing damn high lor hahas and grace drunk lor she 1 person on 5 guys oh my god she damn power siahx...The atmosphere music dj everything make us feel so happy stress and unhappiness all gone liao..Go there dancing exercise also hahas..But i nt drunk la of course just feeling hot and high..Thn i went home ard 1am and reached home 1.20 am and sleep..Had a damn bad cough kept on coughing and coughing...

Jerry,Richard,Rayson,Alvin,Ben and blahxxx many many frens
Xinhui,grace,peixuan,esther and blahxx some dunno wads name also...

Anw club is fun but girls out there be careful hahas there is not a right place to find your MR.Right..Just to have fun know more frens and relax and dance of course..There also alot angmoh hahas...

2009-09-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

Nowadays in love with english r&b song its nice..Last time dont listen to english song no i must listen to improve my english..Hahas..Ydt was on medical leave thn stayed at mei hse for e whole afternoon slacking long time no go her hse le her hse gt additional nice curtain hahas..And saw her smallest sister damn cute de everytime see me ask me for sweet all else dont talk to me..Hahas kids are so clever..Today went to work shit de lor shld take mc cos today i was sick for e whole day stress man..Counter sales all depend on me and i quite late thn open bill lucky got members lor all else die liao le la..Actually today suppose to make $1000 but im sick going to faint liao i push myself to wake myself up slowly frm 400 plus shoot up to 700 plus..Hahas thanks god man..All else i really dunno how to settle..Bonnie sure scold me crystal also..Calls ring and ring phone ring i stress lor..But i stress i wont smoke la bonnie stress she smoke hahas..I stress i go dance drink beer ok ok liao..Smoke my body cannot la sure breakdown de my body so weak..Tml working morning shift if im fainting sick they will send me home dont wan mc liao la need to do sales all else next month pay little..Nicole monday bdae party we gonna make her happy happy..Hahas..

I gonna change my blog song soon..Enjoy e new song new me..Hahas..

2009-09-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

I can say im getting bad and bad hahas..
I just love clubbing..
I love liquior..
I love dancing..
I wanna go club every week!!!

Hahas..Leg cramp numb hope can faster recover as i gt problems bending and sitting down very pain..Mei scold me hahas anw i knw la as i kana cheated so ok i knw it i will be clever next time..Im too kind le la no matter to frens la customers or work frens..Sigh..Work quite stress de these few days i wanna resign la but thn aiya dunno la i wanna change job la...I just knw when i club when i drink im happy my sad memories i all forgot le hahas..Shit man..Bad habbit drink and drink now i drink liquior like drink water liao...

2009-09-07T23:49:00.003+08:00

When i was working at msq saw yongwei hahas and so we went to drink at clark quey with sherry jie and one of her friend tracy till 5 plus..Drank martel and i went sherry jie hse to stay thn went to work e next day morning damn tired de and i didnt sleep at all cant get to bed and thn i was feeling very very bad e next morning whole body ache wan to vomit stomach empty head damn super pain der..I drink too much le hahas..Wan i did to yongwei and sherry jie i dont remember much i think i go and grab their arms hahas cos i need someone to lean on..OH MY GOd man hahas..Anw martel is nice i love it..Hahas but i dare not drink too much cos the feeling next day damn bad de especially e day when need to work even more worse..

2009-09-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

Days are all accompanied by esther mei mei,vince,guohui and bro..Past few days i think i drank too much they all said im already mad get myself drunk for a stupid reason and ppl..I drank too much and hurt my body at e same time anw now health is ok ler at least my gastric stops all else i think i also dunno..Work also damn stress de maybe soon la going to resign i hope so..I took many photos when im drunk im gonna post but i think some of the pictures look nice hahas..Drunk but still can take picture without looking blur,professional me..

hahas face kana cut off!

i wanna upload some more photo but then got problems editing photo too big le can go facebook or friendster see..All mad photos..

傻瓜也许单纯,爱得没那么做作
相信这个他不一样,却又再一次受伤
相信付出会有代价,代价只是一句.....

2009-08-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Everything's over!

Nowadays love to drink liquior especially sake or soju haha so hard liquior and i wanna try graveyard(70%) and thn tequila(40%)..Hahas i wanna see how much i can drink test myself hahas mad le lor..When im unhappy i just wanna drink when im stress i wanna drink luckily there is someone to accompany me to drink..Thanks mei for coming over to accompany me and that day i drank whiskey cola and vodlka blackcurrent and still awake not yet blur...Actually tml goin to stella bf frens house warming drink free beer liquior de but thn mei they all coming over so not going drink..Everyday drink body worse and worse lor..Now down with a super bad sorethroat cough if i drink somemore body sure breakdown de so must control lor..

Hope there is someone there for me to lean on...

2009-08-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today went to work as usual but today and tml at msq,over there is like a cold palace super super cold de..Ahh i ate too much biscuits now sorethroat pain le..Everyday is a happy day for me because of somebody and im looking forward to wednensday..But i dont wanna wish so much happy too much and in e end i dont get wad i wanna so relax and stay happy and good...Today sales ok la not too bad but also nt very good..At least im happy nt so stressed up..

Thank you and i miss you!

2009-08-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

These few days keep on drinking and drinking beer la sake la..siao liao me..Everytime drink le thn happy thn so sway sway..hahas and thn talk rubbish..just now went to eat supper jap food with nicole and xiaodan at orchard plaza thn drank 2 bottles of jap sake hmm 15% liquior de..actually quite strong and i drink like normal water but now still stable la but abit sway la hahas..whole body hot hot de..Anw i like to drink la hahas enjoy lor...today my sales not too bad la got hit luckily man or else dunno how also.. How i wish my happy days can come faster so boring everyday..I miss youuu!

2009-08-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hmmm..Actually im living happily in heaven but i think ive dropped down to hell..
Work stressed,everything so stressed..Ytd went to drink and because of my mood im drunk and thn went to find esther mei and she comfort me and thn i went to bed and today whole body ache fever flu stomache...Tml wan mc but cannot die oso need to go to work..No choice lor just go..Thanks to those who companion me and listen to my stupid words...

2009-08-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

Happily these few days!i dont really care about work..Hahas..Tml we are gonna meet dunno wad will happen..I really hope these happy days can continue and.......Hehe..You know i know la hor only some people dunno...Next week off on friday so moody still need to wait for abt 5 more days..ARGGG!!

2009-08-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

I dont think im stress again because there's someone there with a torch to open e way for me!

2009-08-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hmmm these few days can say stressed till i wanna just end my life and forget about it..Work damn stress de why is it thats its so stress i also dunno how to say until ytd nt so stress cos have a friend to talk to anw i dont take it for granted dont think too much and just work for it i mean for relationship..Keep on laughing and laughing after talking to xiao dan regarding someone..Thanks anw..By making me not to stressed up ytd i only sold 100 plus shit man getting lousy each day..Ytd night didnt sleep at all cos i cant get to bed even though i used e pillow mist for sleeping problems de but still cannot sleep and so tml i can wake up late tml off yahoo..And i bought fancl diet drink sometimes can feel burning sensations although im nt that fat that i need to take all this but i still feel i wanna look thinner im just someone with more meat only la hahahas at least im thinner than past few months...

How i wish someone can make me smile everyday!!

2009-08-03T00:55:00.002+08:00

Sales not very good from e beginning of e month and i can tell you i will be stressed up till i wanna just kill myself and afraid that she might come down to watch us do work and i will be e 1st to faint..I'm so stressed and so i kept on feeding myself with food to fufill myself and i wanna diet so i must stop all those stress..

Parents have been arguing and untill now they still dont talk to each other..So STRESS!!When then they will made up..ARGGG!!

And recently there is one song by jam xiao very nice..善男信女萧敬腾..I'm gonna add to my blogg playlist...Tml im on off again anw its good la cos monday can say is the worst sales among e rest of e days..May god bless me!!

2009-07-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

New song added and i feel that its wad im thinking and feeling is wad e song is singing and im sure alot of ppl like e song so title of e song is 不再 by 陈乃荣 ..Go and see e mv much more nicer..It feels so much especially the chorus very nice just listening by e ear eyes start to tear..Anw everybody told me to stop thinking about things that had been over but u knw some things are just hmmmm how to put in words,,ok lets not talk about this..I knw you knw so dont ask!!Anw i hit my sales so 8k this month hope next month can maintain or even better i hope finally stress relieved have to work harder for next month le and im off tml yayyy!!Hahas and i got to treat my collegues for dinner becos i didnt hit 10k as agreed so ok i can pay for it at e most $100..Hahas huge amount!!Anw enjoy e new song!!

2009-07-25T23:38:00.005+08:00

Working and working but i dont think i can make 10k this month..Its nt easy currently now is 6100 so i hope for 8k at least and im left with 5 more days to chiong...And im sick down with flu again today suppose to get mc de cos ydt very jialat cannot go home thn keep on sneeze till my bone is pain and i cant stand still no choice lor just work lor thn today is sat and i work half day only so just go to work lor lucky flu ok liao hope tml sales can be good la or else die liao la commission very little thn nv hit 10k have to treat nicole and frens for dinner money fly again..Hahas..I wanna shopp laaa..Selling one bottle of SALT is like making my life go crazy and i think i might wan to look for another better company i think but i dunno la.STressFUll..I remembered e happy days past 2 yrs working at suki sushi with baby, joyce and martin and frens but those happy times will not have again among all my jobs i love that job e most maybe becos i knew baby there and everything..Happy times just wont stay long forever..How i wish we are all still working together...Hope my work wont make me so stressed up till i cant breathe and tears rolling thats very bad...

2009-07-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

Recently taken photos to let everyone to take a look at my new hairstyle..
Today im off and as usual went to greenridge to meet up veron jie and aunty wendy and i told veron jie i wanted e GUCCI key pouch badly and she say next week see when i off thn she accompany me go and see how much isit as she has e vip card so got 15% discount but if i want to buy i have to wait till i get my pay as my visa left not much credit..Today went shopping cum dinner with brother and mummy so bro bought quite alot of things as me i bought 2 pairs of shoes 1 frm chales and keith 1 from pazzion..Pazzion shoes are nice full of swaroski comfortable and e PRICE is also very NICE!!Hahas mummy paid for me maybe im gonna buy some more till i get my pay lor and i wanna buy lingerie too!OH my god im just spending TOO MUCH...

2009-07-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

ok i've taken photo but i think its hiliarious..Hahas..Nice photo up soon when i'm free cos this photo is taken aft a day's work and stupid mood of me as im having women sickness every month..Hahas..Shall not update more..

2009-07-13T21:56:00.008+08:00

I've cut my hair which i kept for 3 years and i now im with a BOB hair...Damn short de but everyone everybody says this hairstyle suits me and is very nice so im happy..I went kimage to cut de as its friend introduce de so im happy with e result..
1.new hairstyle
2.new start
3.start all over again
4.forget e past
5.AND NEW BF,hahas if i want
These are e reasons i cut my belove long long hair...
No time to take photo so soon im goin to upload and take picture of myself...

Dear mei and gal,i cut my hair le so you all knw de la..Hahas..

2009-07-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

Ytd had a bad flu hate it when i have flu but luckily sales still got 500 plus..Previous day our counter did super well break company record and nicole said if we hit 4k she is goin to treat us supper and we really did hit which no other counter hit be4 so that day i did 700 plus so happy hahas thn we went to supper aft that and chit chat..Today oded said 'hey christina i have a present 4 u' and its my uniform hahas..Happily so eager to wear e uniform but i dont think i wear nice like e others hahas anw just make it nice lor hahas..Change my blogg song again this song is so nice i like it so much so meaning full..This week thu thn off few more days to work lor seems so sian lor work and jenny say she wanna introduce boyfriend to me so lets see..I saw e guy already ok la nt too bad la but i dont really intend to go into relationship lei..So stress lor!!

2009-07-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

This month my pay was lesser damn sad de but wad to do..Hai next month pay onwards thn is e exact one with all e comission one work so hard thn pay like that work for 1 more month lor..Anw this month cant spend so much liao and just now aft work i just splurge on manicure and pedicure and i regretted a little i could save so so much if i can just wait till tml but im too anxious so my money just flow like water hahas..And my second month i work 7k plus so this month im trying if i can 10k not hahas i dont think so la my senior cant i think i cant make it but i just try my best lor..Tml im on off le yeah maybe goin down to far east during evening time but i see how maybe goin to do my hair..Tml im going down to greenridge beccos everybody miss me bleah!!

2009-06-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today after going to ah mui jie hse me bro and mum went to tampinies 1 for dinner thn mum went to her fren hse thn left bro and me so we went to SPENT MONEY..Hahas..

.First stop to Topman bro spent $167
.Second stop to Topshop i spent ard $100
.Third stop to Yamakawa spent on tibits at $37-damn exp cos its japan brand
.Last stop to Fancl i spent $72

Anw we are happily spending..Hahas gonna spend again aft i got my pay..Hahas..

2009-06-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

Finally tml is my off day le hahas..I'm so happy aft working for 10 days finally get to rest le and next week tue off hahas..Good..And 1st july i transfer to amk le sian there seems to be quite hard to get sales as there all anuties lucky i hit my this month sales target le so dont need to worry so much and i can wear uniform soon hahas and its with nicole so i think wont be so stress la but no sales oso stress dunno how oso see how lor..Tml meeting amy jie she sending me to ah mui jie hse oso goin to take alot of pictures soon..Today sales not too bad la at least 400 plus and pay day is coming soon SHOPPING time..Hahas im gonna buy shoes frm charles and keith thn topshop clothes and some items frm far east too..Everytime i plan wad to buy but in e end sometimes didnt buy..Hahas..Anw tml gonnna have fun!

2009-06-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

Today work half day 415 till closing..Ytd sales ok ok la ard 300 plus la..Hope today also can 300 plus la tired and stress la...I hope can go out and play out with mum and go down greenridge also..This week sat thn off then got to go to ah mui jie jie de baby gal 1 mth celebration thn can see alfie also..Hahas thn next week dunno when off again..I wanna go shopping also dunno wad am i gonna buy this month..Hahas must save money la and i also wanna sign citibank clear credit card limit only $500...Now watching tv waiting for time to past thn off to work le sian lor no work cannot lor no money..

2009-06-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

Today end work at ard 7 actually daddy and mummy suppose to meet me at msq for dinner de but thn dad dont wanna travel so i took cab to compass point to meet them for dinner lor..So after dinner we went BEST to just look ard and thn i decided to buy a laptop and dad sign for me thn very very funny lor when we are abt to pay money dad credit card declined we all so paisei lor..hahas..dad say he goin to call and complain liao..Hahas..But thn my lappy oso not very exp la only 698 thn pay by installments since its 0% thn we oso bought a dad player blue ray de seems quite good..Hahas..And mummy allowed to supp credit card for me im so happy..Soon soon..Hahas after all my stress is relieved and im goin down to singtel to apply for e internet plug in de lor so when i go out oso can use and by e way my lappy is mini de ard 10 or 12 inch only but thn now thn i reliased cannot watch cd sian lor but nvm la..

I'M HAPPY ANYWAY TODAY..