sad to say we ended but ii still cannot accept e fact that we are nt love ones agaiin..every now and thn ii kept on havin bad dreams in e nite all abt baby..ii wanted to call hiim but ii had to hold it back..when ii see uu stress or sad ii oso dunno wad ii can do to see uu more happy..many daes had past that uu did nt accompany me..my parents and work companian accompained me that made me put it asiide..ii criied paiinfully 4 e week and thn no more tears der more ii tear e more i feel ii wan to die and ii don wan to...and oso sad to sae that iim leaviin bbp by jan..becos iim startiin my new liife iin sengkang..ii hope ii can hab a better liiviin there..for my next relationship ii don thiink ii will wan to start 1st..maybe let e boy love me for a long tiime then ii see how..but it takes time la..ii jus hope that ii will be agaiin alone..iive always thought that baby and ii would last till us marry but iit seems iim still day dreamiin..anw frm my situation many ppl out ther will nt believe in love..but to me iif uu dont experiience iit uu will nv noe e paiin..

ii really really hope can always be wit uu..wiithout uu ii dunno hw..mei and zhen these few daes sms me called me comfort me and yongwei oso..thks so much my dearie frens..joyce oso..anw ii hope uu cann come bck to me..ii will be waiitin for uu...ii beliieve uu will...ii will sacrifice to wad ur decision..becos iim ur baby ii wan uu to be happy nt feeling stress..beiin wit uu is really a double happiness in my life...my hse door is always open to baby uu...ii love uu..