Finally my stress is abt 20% relieved becos today i did 300 over dollars..Thanks god..I just hope tml onwards i can have this amt la or else i cant survive..My stress will be hanging me and i just couldn't come down..ALthough i did quite alot today for e 1st time but i'm not very very happy la..Cause up to date my sales only 2000 plus..I only have abt 8 more days to hit 3500..But thn adeline told me if hit 5000 straight away confirm staff can wear uniform..SO i try my best lor..If cant thn try again la..Hahas..But thn i hope 1st month can hit 5k la..Hmm 2 more days left at jpt..And today i saw joe holding hands with a girl walked past me..Hahas..Thn we smile smile lor..Hais..Steven also with a girl e other time..Each of time ah one by one all attached..Hahas..They attached also no tell me..Aiya..Hmm quite tired de la these few days..

May god bless me with some luck in my job as i really love this job..

TOday i'm off..
I'm STREss...
I'm TIRED...
I DOnt know how am i going to survive...

SOrry dearest min i cannot celebrate bdae with u cos i got to work..Hope u wont be angry or sad..

Haven blogg for few days cos i'm busy..Hmm sun i'm goin to msq le..Hehex..I going choing my sales liao..Hmm quite tired de la but thn got encouragement frm work friends and family..And today aunt wendy called me but thn i was working she told me his mummy passed away liao so he went bck to ipoh..Thn she asked me if he gt call me..Hahas i told aunt wendy aiya he wont call me de la he oso nt interested me..Thn she say i very naughty hahas..Nvm de la he need my help he can or will call me de la..I oso cannot replace his mum..I just do whatever i can again they joke on me again but at least he still can laugh so ok lor take it as comforting him lor..Loosing a mum is a great blow very but thn this is just all fate la...Hope he can be happy bahx..

Hmm ok lets talk about today..Ok today was fine not too bad hope for a better day for tml..But tml got to wake up ard 7am in e morning cos need to follow mummy to greenridge to actually just cut my frinch..Hahas..At the same time visit aunty wendy and crap with him maybe if he is free..Long time no see him le so i think he must me miss-ing me..siao de me..I anyhow say de la..If really i happy lol..Tml gonna work at 1 till 9..Aiya sat thn off sian lor very tired leg so pain stand and stand..Thn today my manager frm body shop passed by and saw me thn said hey u are here..And i replied yeah im here..Hahas..But im only there for training la so its just for a month thn i will transfer to msq maybe..Today sales was good for everybody except me but at least i closed 100 plus la better thn nothing..I must aim high SMILE thn ah kill customers e money..Hahas..My smile can earn money..If can i easy life lol...Thn i chat with mei when i was on my way bck home cos i dont wanna call him..I feel that no la i must nt call him no good..All is my fault kana scolded by mei say why must i let go such things but at that point of time i got no choice if i got e choice i rather have him by my side but i love him so i let him have what he wants..I'm a good girlfriend ok..Hahas..I'm contented for being loved and cherished by him..But now e love is being transferred so i can be free by myself standing on my own...

Hmm i'm getting used to e job le..Worked for abt one week plus my total sales got 1000 le..Hmm they told me try to aim higher lor for e first month..Try 5k maybe..Hahas we kept on talking crap during working time share alot of experience between one another..Hmm..But thn right its really quite far de la..And very tired lei..Hahas..Hmm this week i sat thn off i work for 12 days then off..Anyway no choice la just do whatever i can..But i do miss them..Hahas..Must be thinking who right??Don't tell you!!Past few days menstrual cramps make me so uncomfortable but still got to work la of course and that day i only sold 1 but i tried my best le..Now getting better le today i sold 4 tubs of salt and 2 tubes of face scrub..And i need to cut my frinch..Shit man..

Today god really bless me..I've e only one with e highest sale..hahas..Top..Today i did 290 plus..So happy..Mummy did came and bought 100 plus from me to support me..
Thank you MUmmy..Hope tml onwards i can do 300 plus or more la..My target is 3500 lei till 7 june..If more thn got extra commission lor..I'm gonna pray to god everyday..Hahas..And i saw mabel darling today..Hahas..Sorry iim busy these fews days so very hard for outing!!Min bdae reaching le i oso dunno can take off nt..Haiis..

Hmm..I'm quite confuse e how e person knw my blog website only facebook ppl and frens knw it..How he knw it..And i dont knw him..Maybe i knw him la but thn..Aiyo..Is it prank..If its PRANK ah i tell you i sure supper e ANGRY de..But then last time when i broke of with bf he did came to my blog lei tell me nt to sad...So hor aiya IF you dont tell me how you knw my webbie and who u are sorry lor how to be frens like that..

Today work half day..Today pathetic only sold 2..Hais..Continue like this i sure loose e job de lor..Tml till sun will be 8hr shift..Hope can sell more la..At least 5 lor..God bless me PLEASE...

Tdy only managed to sold 2 bottles..Quite sad de..Nooo..Shld sae very sad and stress..How am i gonna survive like this..Hais..Anw let e fate decide whether i shld continue with this job nt..If let say i cant hit my target and cannot work maybe i will go bck body shop bahx...Job so hard to get these days..I just want money and money and money..I wan buy a LV wallet..Hahas..I'm so bad..

And i thought of opening a blog for my jewels..I wanna do some online business..Whoever interested let me knw..We can actually do and earn it together..Which means i will do e jewels someone will have to maintain and sell e items..But money will be to my acct thn i will share it betw friends lor..As i also need to buy stocks to do those jewels..And loads of ppl are asking for my jewels webbie..So just wait for it...

Tml work will be half day..Hope sales for me will be much much better..I wan to sell 5 6 7 8 9 10..Hahas..CRAZY!!

Yeah..Tml off le..Its like finally i got to rest and tml everybody including dad is at home so we goiin lagoon for dinner again..Tml will get to eat CRAB..Hahas..Hmm tml i will go down greenridge cos i noe alot of ppl miss me..Hahas..I siao liao...Hmm today i manage to sold 3 tubs of dead sea salt..Yeah..Happy..Finally..Hahas..Leg verii sour as usual lor becos of my stupid shoe...HMMmm ydt chatted with mei for quite a while as she gal vince and gh suppose to come our hse ton de thn that GH lor dont wan..Our hse too far le la..Hahas..Its ok still got chance to visit our home..Anw i've been talking abt job my company is premier dead sea salt its nt inside shop de its kind of counter..But iim nt goiin to sae which station iim in cos hmmm....If u see me there means ya i'm there but there is only for training aft confirm will go to an outlet nearer to my home..Hope my job success..HAHAS...

AND I STILL HAD SLEEPING PROB..DUNNO WHY MAYBE I'M NT USED TO IT ALONE LA..I'M TIRED AFT WORK 4 A LONG DAY BUT I CAN ONLY SLEEP AT 3AM..IDIOT..

Hellos..Hahas..Hmm..Work for 2 days..Quite difficult de la cos need to take in customers yourselves thn make them do e demo thn persuade them to buy e product..But me leii emm..Too lady liao..Hahas..I very soft spoken thn very kind so thats why lor..Customer not scared of me..Must shout at them force them to buy..Actually i dont really like to force ppl la..But thn you knw gain experience in different jobs thn build up e knowledge and make it a big big knowledge..Yesterday i didn't sold anything..My god..But lastly thank god i managed to sold one..Hahas..Tml hope can sell 3 bahx..Anyway at least working hrs at e most only 8hrs so can always go back early..GOOD!!And today i bought a HELLO KITTY HEAD the handphone..Super nice and kawaii de..I'm goiin to post e photo!!Hahas..Good luck tml..

SHIT!!Today when iim sleeping half-way my nose bleed..I think its been a long time ever since i last nose bleed..I've been sneezing on and off due to sensitive and thn today kept on bleeding and bleeding..When i touch my nose bleed again..Maybe becos ytd i ate alot of spicy food..Family went to lagoon beach at east coast for dinner..Hahas..Romantic!!Then we ordered 3 plates of dishes all spicy sambal de..Too heaty le thats why..

Anw this thu iim goiin for training le but thn its at JPT..No choice la..I thought can training at AMK de thn they say training at jpt cos easier to train..Hope everything would be fine..Tml iim gonner get clothes for work..Hahas..Training don need wear uni..Yahoo..

Tml will be going down to ang mo kio for interview..Hmm although this job that i gonna work in has no makeup contents but thn wad i wanna for now is to earn money experience and chances needed..So after i have e money i will go for studies overseas and then open my own brand thats my dream and maybe i will be oso taking fashion design and maybe i will do wedding gowns design and thn it will be related to my makeup..By just having a diploma cert in makeup of course its not enough..Currently if i want to pursue my studies i have to pay everything by myself parents cant afford cos too expensive so i got no choice but to count on myself..But e job i will be working in is more on skincare and bodycare i think so it is also somehow related..My fren work for only 6 mths and she is counter manager le..I believe if i work hard i can also aim to be manager..At least e basic and commission not too bad maybe not too stress..Actually makeup counters are oso not so easy la so i rather work in this company..Anw e company is Premier Dead Sea...Thats all iim gonna update now..

Hmm..Today went down to Greenridge to help mum..Thn we bused home went compass point to buy our dinner..Tml got to meet sherry jie and outing..Dunno where we gona go..And Joe called me asking me hows everything and got job already not..Hahas..And he told me my EXBF went to look for him..Thn i replied then??Hahas..Joe asked me we still got contact..My answer is NOOO..Then he said 'you give up le'?

Then i said no point for me to be FALLING INSIDE E PAST..
I MUST WALK OUT..
And now i can say my heart is NOT HOLDING ANOBODY..
JUST ME!!

And then he said you don wana have a boyfriend..And i told him its not a need for me now..
And he say ok ok..Asked me if iim still sad over him..
Anw there's always sorrows and loneliness,,
But wad i can do??

Anw everything's gonna be ok...
Time can cure everything!!