Everything's over!

Nowadays love to drink liquior especially sake or soju haha so hard liquior and i wanna try graveyard(70%) and thn tequila(40%)..Hahas i wanna see how much i can drink test myself hahas mad le lor..When im unhappy i just wanna drink when im stress i wanna drink luckily there is someone to accompany me to drink..Thanks mei for coming over to accompany me and that day i drank whiskey cola and vodlka blackcurrent and still awake not yet blur...Actually tml goin to stella bf frens house warming drink free beer liquior de but thn mei they all coming over so not going drink..Everyday drink body worse and worse lor..Now down with a super bad sorethroat cough if i drink somemore body sure breakdown de so must control lor..

Hope there is someone there for me to lean on...

Today went to work as usual but today and tml at msq,over there is like a cold palace super super cold de..Ahh i ate too much biscuits now sorethroat pain le..Everyday is a happy day for me because of somebody and im looking forward to wednensday..But i dont wanna wish so much happy too much and in e end i dont get wad i wanna so relax and stay happy and good...Today sales ok la not too bad but also nt very good..At least im happy nt so stressed up..

Thank you and i miss you!

These few days keep on drinking and drinking beer la sake la..siao liao me..Everytime drink le thn happy thn so sway sway..hahas and thn talk rubbish..just now went to eat supper jap food with nicole and xiaodan at orchard plaza thn drank 2 bottles of jap sake hmm 15% liquior de..actually quite strong and i drink like normal water but now still stable la but abit sway la hahas..whole body hot hot de..Anw i like to drink la hahas enjoy lor...today my sales not too bad la got hit luckily man or else dunno how also.. How i wish my happy days can come faster so boring everyday..I miss youuu!

Hmmm..Actually im living happily in heaven but i think ive dropped down to hell..
Work stressed,everything so stressed..Ytd went to drink and because of my mood im drunk and thn went to find esther mei and she comfort me and thn i went to bed and today whole body ache fever flu stomache...Tml wan mc but cannot die oso need to go to work..No choice lor just go..Thanks to those who companion me and listen to my stupid words...

Happily these few days!i dont really care about work..Hahas..Tml we are gonna meet dunno wad will happen..I really hope these happy days can continue and.......Hehe..You know i know la hor only some people dunno...Next week off on friday so moody still need to wait for abt 5 more days..ARGGG!!

I dont think im stress again because there's someone there with a torch to open e way for me!

Hmmm these few days can say stressed till i wanna just end my life and forget about it..Work damn stress de why is it thats its so stress i also dunno how to say until ytd nt so stress cos have a friend to talk to anw i dont take it for granted dont think too much and just work for it i mean for relationship..Keep on laughing and laughing after talking to xiao dan regarding someone..Thanks anw..By making me not to stressed up ytd i only sold 100 plus shit man getting lousy each day..Ytd night didnt sleep at all cos i cant get to bed even though i used e pillow mist for sleeping problems de but still cannot sleep and so tml i can wake up late tml off yahoo..And i bought fancl diet drink sometimes can feel burning sensations although im nt that fat that i need to take all this but i still feel i wanna look thinner im just someone with more meat only la hahahas at least im thinner than past few months...

How i wish someone can make me smile everyday!!

Sales not very good from e beginning of e month and i can tell you i will be stressed up till i wanna just kill myself and afraid that she might come down to watch us do work and i will be e 1st to faint..I'm so stressed and so i kept on feeding myself with food to fufill myself and i wanna diet so i must stop all those stress..

Parents have been arguing and untill now they still dont talk to each other..So STRESS!!When then they will made up..ARGGG!!

And recently there is one song by jam xiao very nice..善男信女 萧敬腾..I'm gonna add to my blogg playlist...Tml im on off again anw its good la cos monday can say is the worst sales among e rest of e days..May god bless me!!