sad to say we ended but ii still cannot accept e fact that we are nt love ones agaiin..every now and thn ii kept on havin bad dreams in e nite all abt baby..ii wanted to call hiim but ii had to hold it back..when ii see uu stress or sad ii oso dunno wad ii can do to see uu more happy..many daes had past that uu did nt accompany me..my parents and work companian accompained me that made me put it asiide..ii criied paiinfully 4 e week and thn no more tears der more ii tear e more i feel ii wan to die and ii don wan to...and oso sad to sae that iim leaviin bbp by jan..becos iim startiin my new liife iin sengkang..ii hope ii can hab a better liiviin there..for my next relationship ii don thiink ii will wan to start 1st..maybe let e boy love me for a long tiime then ii see how..but it takes time la..ii jus hope that ii will be agaiin alone..iive always thought that baby and ii would last till us marry but iit seems iim still day dreamiin..anw frm my situation many ppl out ther will nt believe in love..but to me iif uu dont experiience iit uu will nv noe e paiin..