finally iim goiin to hk soon..felt so happy becos ii don nid to think of all e unhappy things here..once iim there everything will be different..my air ticket 550..this time round is sia..hahas..last time ii took e budget airline this time different..anyway no choice cos its aunty may booked 4 me de..thn ii got a luggage le..go there oso dunno wad to buy..and my pay will only be in aft one weeek of resignation which means when ii gt my pay iim aldy in hk le..really e sian lor..hate it man..thn when iim bck maybe goin to look 4 part time job at mediacorp till aft my bdae thn go for m.a.c bahx..left wit abt 3 daes more thn can rest at home packiin my things..and ppl who wan to look for me or miss me can sms me la..call might be difficult although iim on auto roamin..any who's e passer go tagg on my blogg..iim curious!!

sometimes iim helpless..ii noe ii gt family and frens but its hard to even tell thm my feelings..he said if ii gt prob ii can call hiim but nw he didn even my call..sometiimes ii feel why it turned out to be like that..ii miss hiim but ii couldn do anythin..ii can only keep my feeliins towards hiim deep down in my heart..its easy to love somebody but its nt easy to forget those happy moments that we shared..how ii wish nw ii can leave singapore at least ii dont think too much ii doubt...ii really hate it hate all those unhappy things brought to me..why it muz be me....

although sometimes my heart felt empty but ii triied to stay smillin..whatever its done it cannot no longer be changed..der scar that left behind might go away when time fly...now e me stay single to learn more abt world and ppl....maybe nw ii cannot into a relationship as ii don thiink ii wan ppl ard me to worry abt me..and ii oso dont thiink ii can fall in love so easiily as its nt easy to start anew wit another person..iim just contented wad i had had and be love be4...sometimes friends will acc me go sing k la or go shoppin and buy ''Lv''..hahas..bliink bliink..anyway nw e ppl no longer wans to missin hiim or thiinkiin till mad..it makes me more worse..ii wiill be goiin to hong kong sooon..ard first two weeks of jan thn ii wiill start new liife at sengkang..till then ii will turn 18..and ii will save more money to travel ard e world as ii really love travelliin...thn slowly ii thiink ii can really recover e paiiness...some tiimes ii look nothiing but deep down in my heart not all can understand..ii told myself nt to thiink anymore..ii really thanks my frens 4 caring me..past few weeks ii felt sick till now still nt recover..ii nw ppl care 4 me..nw ii really wan to be a better women whom my frens respect....blogg soon!!