although sometimes my heart felt empty but ii triied to stay smillin..whatever its done it cannot no longer be changed..der scar that left behind might go away when time fly...now e me stay single to learn more abt world and ppl....maybe nw ii cannot into a relationship as ii don thiink ii wan ppl ard me to worry abt me..and ii oso dont thiink ii can fall in love so easiily as its nt easy to start anew wit another person..iim just contented wad i had had and be love be4...sometimes friends will acc me go sing k la or go shoppin and buy ''Lv''..hahas..bliink bliink..anyway nw e ppl no longer wans to missin hiim or thiinkiin till mad..it makes me more worse..ii wiill be goiin to hong kong sooon..ard first two weeks of jan thn ii wiill start new liife at sengkang..till then ii will turn 18..and ii will save more money to travel ard e world as ii really love travelliin...thn slowly ii thiink ii can really recover e paiiness...some tiimes ii look nothiing but deep down in my heart not all can understand..ii told myself nt to thiink anymore..ii really thanks my frens 4 caring me..past few weeks ii felt sick till now still nt recover..ii nw ppl care 4 me..nw ii really wan to be a better women whom my frens respect....blogg soon!!