sometimes iim helpless..ii noe ii gt family and frens but its hard to even tell thm my feelings..he said if ii gt prob ii can call hiim but nw he didn even my call..sometiimes ii feel why it turned out to be like that..ii miss hiim but ii couldn do anythin..ii can only keep my feeliins towards hiim deep down in my heart..its easy to love somebody but its nt easy to forget those happy moments that we shared..how ii wish nw ii can leave singapore at least ii dont think too much ii doubt...ii really hate it hate all those unhappy things brought to me..why it muz be me....