i dont knw if i shld be happy or not happy..ytd he sae next tue off wan ask me to acc him to e model agency at dohby ghaut..but i dont knw if he is joking anot..and he really remember wad i do and take note in wad i do..when i told him i workin le thn he sae i thought you doiin music..and i was like errr..its my hobby la and i really love piano and wanted to continue learning..but thn also...aiya!!very 'fan nao' lei..
currently in love with BACARDI BREEZER..hahas..just went shopping myself..used to living alone doiin things alone anyway..i dont wish for too much anyway..sometimes i feel that if i together with him how will it be like..but sometimes i feel maybe i shld nt think too much anyway..iim just too over concern in wad ppl do and think..ii believe ppl easily but now ii keep things myself to protect myself...but thn i always look happy in front and i maybe crying inside..

the love mark left behind is so deep and its just so hard to remove it away!!
sometimes how i wish iim just alone forever so i will not get so hurt..making ppl who care for me worry..i just wish for a little happiness...


能不能不爱了
爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把爱割舍