I was terribly sick this week and its like flu and cough and still e same off to work and tml is yvonne's bdae got to attend as she insisted me to go so ok i promised her and mummy joreen also so shall enjoy and take alot of photos tml and hopefully no alcohol as im going to k.o soon hahas..Work is fine for me also just that my voice ah getting sexier each day and i cant breathe properly also was eating medicine and drinking those cooling water everyday so that i can be better..And i just found out smth important but thinking twice actually its nt important le..And its also time to let go since it already past for a year and i shld move on..And i thanks those who supported me especially esther mei who talks to me accompanied me thru all they way both of us are like crazy ever since we started to club and drink almost every weekly and my daddy and mummy for accepting me that i come home late every night and making them worried all the time..And i know im getting rebellious but im also trying to be back myself at e same time enjoying out there..I knew alot of frens who gave me alot of advises and making me smile even more..I know sometimes im jealous when i know they are happy but that isnt wad i wanted out of them...His bdae is reaching just in one or two days time and i just realise it..It shows that im bothered over other things already..He is once a person i loved e most and treasure e most but he is not mine anymore and one day i might find even a better one..I only know i wanted to celebrate xmas with some people and i have forgotten abt their bdaes..Even if i knew it i cant do anything also..Anyway for the whole of the year being single and having loads of fun out there and also some sorrows just brightens up me and it dont seems to be as sad as i thought before i thought i would sucide without him but no i did survived and enjoying myself at ST JAMES..


What i want for christmas is easy that is someone in my mind celebrates xmas with me is enough!