I'm here to blog today as was so bored so ive decided to write my journals..Hahahas..He is so busy on duty 24hr of job today for him...So busy that he didnt send an sms to me..Its okay anyway as he did called me last night to let me know that he will be busy wont be able to call me that often..Same old naggy words again from his mouth..Well sometimes i felt its also good like this at least we cherish e times we had which its so so little..Although we are not together yet but at least we gave both ourselves freedom and trust is so important..Sometimes i might be thinking if he is lying to me but back to myself im more confident that he wont..I do keep to my words by not lying to him also..When i was working like hectic so tired and miserable he accompanied me..And he is the only one who is true to me and not cheating my feelings..Shld i be happy?But we dont have alot of time as i know its going to be a tough journey again..But since we had e fate im willing to give it a try and cherish it...I hope he share the thinking as mine..And i told him that i would give him all e freedom that he want and i did not called him even once he always called me..He knew i was waiting..His bdae is coming soon on September and im like headache now..Asked what he want,he said he wants me to use my heart and think what i shld get for him...Well i say so much but i didnt say how we knew each other whats his name and blah blah blah..Well i shall write up on a post maybe when we are together then..And i will announced myself attached..Even all my best fren dont knew..Even my Esther mei also dont know..She is going to kill me...But mei i shall let u know when we are together bah process next time slowly then tell you..The situation now is..hmm i also dont know how to say..Everything slowly bah 1 by 1 step by step..we are not in e rush in being together also..Anw we knew each other for abt coming up to 1 month bah...Oh will he see e post?i hope not la...But follow e path then..Even if nt togther we can be good frens also....I dont feel like publishing this post la...How la???Thinking for a few min..Well just POST...